~Chapter 4~

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  I sat down in the locker room missing Dean. Yes I missed him very much but I didn't want to go him at this moment. I needed a breather. I closed my eyes and my breathing became shaky. I hugged my knees and It was just so silent. I felt so alone and I hated it. I heard a knock on the door. I just sat there silently on the floor. I looked towards the door as it opened. Layla walked in and she saw me on the floor. She ran to me and she hugged me. I started to tear up again and I sighed. "I saw what happened love... Im so sorry.. I just don't know what to say." She said to me but I just sat there silently. SHe just sighed. I honestly didn't know what to do with myself. I'm such a mess. I just don't understand why he would kiss back. Was he getting tired of me? I shook my head softly. I am just tired of getting hurt. I guess I will never learn eh? I slowly pulled away from Layla and I stood up. I went to the bathroom and I looked in the mirror. I looked like crap. I sighed and I fixed my hair in a ponytail and I washed my face. I dried my face of but my eyes felt like they were on fire.

  I walked out the bathroom was sitting on the couch. She looked up at me and I just gave her a weak smile. I sighed and I plopped my self on the couch next to her and I laid my head on her shoulder. She rubbed my arm. I looked at her and I just said. "I don't want to be sad anymore" I got up and she got up with me. I tried to put on the best smile I could. She just patted my arm and decided to go along with it. It just made me chuckle and I grabbed her arm. "Come on! I want to go check on Cody!" She looked at me confused. "Wait why?" She asked seriously confused. I smiled at her. "Dean came in and just beat him up" I said rolling my eyes as I dragged her arm. She just shrugged and she followed me out the locker room and we walked down to the medical room. As we got in I saw Cody sitting on the bench. He looked up at me smiling. I smiled back and I waved like a little nerd. "Hey Hey Cody!" Layla and I said on unison. We glanced at each other and we started laughing. I sat down next to Cody and I rubbed his shoulder. "Everything ok?" I asked smiling. He chuckled and nodded. "Yeah they said I could leave but I just wanted to chill our for bit" He said and I nodded in understanding.

  I just wanted to lay low. Meaning to stop dating and just focus on my title,my job and the people I care about. I will try to make that a promise. Cody then leaned his head on my shoulder then Layla came and she laid in my lap. I made a silly face. "What am I pillow now?" I said chuckling. They both nodded and I just started laughing.   After a while we all got up and left the medical room. We just roamed the halls in the mean time. As we we were walking Seth and Dolph came walking up to us. My eyebrows furrowed. Right now they were the last people I wanted to see. I knew they would just come up to me and convince me to get back with Dean. I stopped in my tracks as they stood in front of me. I looked up at them and they both had a serious yet sad look in her eyes. "AJ can we talk to you?" Dolph asked. I rolled my eyes and shook my head. "No! I know what you guys are going to say..you are going to try and convince me to get back with Dean and right now I dont want to be in any relationship right now.." Seth sighed and he just looked at me. Dolph just stood silent with his head and they just walked away. I closed my eyes and I let out a shaky sigh. Cody then rubbed my back. "You OK?"He asked curiously and Layla looked at me worried. I then nodded. "Yeah I'm fine.." I said trying to put on the best smile I could.

   They nodded and we walked into the catering room. We all sat down with Zack Ryder and Justin Gabriel. These are the type of people I need to be around right now. I just want to sit down and have a good laugh. Zack then got up and ran around the room saying his usual. "Woo! Woo! Woo! You know it !" People looked at him like he was crazy. I just sat there and laughed. I then just shrugged and I got up and ran along side with him saying the same thing. I was laughing my head off. I was having such a fun time. Then Zack and I sat down feeling out of breath. "WOO! That was a good excercise!" He exclaimed while giving a highfive. I chuckled and I gave him one back. After a while I got up again and I went to the cooler and I took out an Arizona Iced Tea mixed with mango. I opened it and I started drinking it. As I turned around I almost dropped my drink and I just stood there frozen. Dean was standing in front of me. He looked so hurt and broken I could tell from his eyes. I know I was too but the look was just bad. I didn't even know how to feel right now. He just stood there staring at me and I felt that I had a worried look on my face. I looked down and I back away from him and I went back to the group I was hanging out with. I didn't bother to look back. I felt Dean's stares burn through me. I took a deep breath and I drank my Arizona.

   I look up and I noticed he had left and I closed my eyes. I sat there silent as the conversations were going on around me. The show was going to be over soon so I might as well leave now. I just shrugged and I got up and left the catering room and left without another word. I ran all the way back to the locker room. I Made sure I had all my things and I just left the building. I left with out being stopped by anyone. I left and I had called a cab and I left for the hotel. Once I got to the hotel I ordered a room right away and I got my key. I went to the elevator and once I got inside I sighed and I fell on the floor as the it got up to my floor. I crossed my arms and I got up with my bags. I walked out the elevator and I walked down the hall finding my room. I found it and I opened it instantly and I walked in closing the door behind me and I tossed my bag near my bed. I sat on my bed and I fell back against the pillow and I sighed. I just shook my head. For once I didn't feel like crying. I sat up on the bed and I pulled my hair up in a ponytail. I then hear a knock on the door. I groan softly a s a rush of laziness run over me. I hopped off the bed and I went to the door. I looked through the peep hole and I saw Roman standing there.

   My eyebrows furrowed and I sighed softly. I opened the door and I see him standing there looking at me with serious eyes. I bit my lip and I looked at him. "Can I come in?" He asked soflty. I looked away and I nodded and I backed away so he could get in. As he walked in I sighed and I closed the door. I turned and he was sitting on the chair and I looked him crossing my arms. "Look im not here to convince you to get back with Dean..just take some time to think about it..okay?' He said getting up walking towards me. I just looked up at him and I stood silent. He pulled me into a hug. Maybe I should think about it. I just don't want to be hurt anymore. If I do get back with him  Im going to put him in his place. I smiled softly and I hugged Roman. "Some of us are going to a club tonight you wanna come as well?" He asked looking down at me. I just shook my head. "Think Im just going to stay in for tonight but text me when Dean gets back.. I think im going to apologize but Im not going to get back together with him yet" I said slowly. He smiled down at me and he patted my head and gave me a cheesy smile. "Good girl!" he said patting my head. HE then walked to the door and my lips pursed and I kicked him in the butt. He yelped and he looked at me. "Rude!" He exclaimed. I gave him a sly smile. "I love you too big bro" I said smiling. He chuckled and then he left.

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