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should i?

Tai POV
I looked down at the sandwich Ana made for me. You can tell she put a lot of thought into it because it seemed like a picky choice. Only a certain amount of mayo was on it, she chose the whole wheat bread that i like, and she made sure it had just the right amount of ham on it with lettuce and sauces in the side compartments of the end of the lunchbox.
As much as i would normally adore the thought. I tried to hide my disgust.
"Thank you babe. This was so thoughtful of you. I mean u even remembered the side stuff" i say mustering up the best genuinely happy voice i could.
I then reached over and planted a big kiss on both of her sand colored cheeks causing them to blush a cute strawberry pink.
"Aww. Well. I figured i would do anything to make sure you don't change your mind..... I guess its working cuz of my reward just now" she answered me in a bubbly tone and then took a mouth full of a bite of her own sandwich which happened to be the complete opposite of mine.
I smiled and looked around our eating spot behind the school.
The trees moved in a kind of dancing moment with the cool breeze and the grass seemed way greener then to actually could have ever been in the first place. I could physically feel my muscles ease up. I then looked back at Ana who seemed to be enjoying her sandwich. Her plump pink lips grinned slightly. Her dark brown eyes crinkled at the edges  as she squinted against the wind but what really pulled on my heart was the entire image of how at peace she looked.
she was slouching slightly, her long sleeves from her white school shirt were pushed up and her knee length marine school skirt was barely long enough to cover her panties as she sat cross legged on the jacket she was wearing earlier.
Before coming i wanted to talk to her about what happened in class with olive on Tuesday but i could not bring myself to do it.
So i just sat and stared.
"Tai?"
"Hmm?"
"Aren't you going to eat?"
"oh." I answered quietly and looked down at the sandwich again. It really didn't look appetizing to me. Maybe some other day but not now.
I looked back up and saw how Ana's eyebrows knit together in worry.
"ha. Ana don't worry. I'm just not hungry. I ate a lot at breakfast so i'm good for now. But.... To make u feel better. I am totally going to take it home to eat. OK?" I say as i wrapped and closed the container and placed it in my backpack.
"Promise?" She asked again.
I hated to see her worry. I need her to be relaxed again. For my sake.
I reached over, not caring who saw and planted a firm kiss on her lips. Causing her to be taken aback by the sudden action but she immediately recovered and started to kiss back.
I scooted forward to be closer and soon enough the kiss got deeper and she slipped her tongue onto my lips asking for entrance which i happily granted.
Her hand slipped into my hair and i climbed onto her lap deepening the kiss.
When her other hand squeezed my hip i pulled away out of breath.
her lips were swollen but we both let out shaky laughs.
"Wow." She let out making me blush a deep crimson.
we never kissed like that. But. I did like it.

Ana let out a kind of a sheepish giggle that made her sound like a little girl who was pointed out in class by her crush. With me still on her lap she layed back onto the ground with her arms behind her head looking up at the sky. Again the peace was restored.

i looked up with her then i heard a chuckle and looked back down. 

"what?" i asked as i grabbed her sides.

"hmm... its just.... this position were in...-" she sat up on her forearms and was now inches from my face again " its kind of... arousing don't you think?" she finished with a lip bite.

I  could feel myself blush and then i leaned in to peck her lips one more time, again taking her off guard before climbing off her lap.

"now,now,now lets not get carried away...... For now." I say and then i go to lay down perpendicular to her and have my head on her lean stomach.
"Ok..... WAIT. Did u just~"
She started to say and then i put a finger to her lips and hushed her.
"U heard correctly.now play with my hair" i ordered and looked up at her with a pout on my face and batting my eyes.
I heard her beautiful laugh escape into the air before feeling her gentle fingers play with my hair.
" i don't know what has gotten into you lately. But i like it." She told me before laying back down, both of us looking back up into the sky,staying in the same position until the bell rang for last hour.

Its been a while since I smiled without thinking about it first.