Shinya Kogami

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"[Name] wake up, [Name]." You heard a voice call out for you while you felt your shoulders shake. You could see nothing but darkness around you, no matter how hard you tried you couldn't open you eyes or give a signal to the man holding you.
"Kogami how is she?" You heard Sasayama ask him.
"She's not waking up." Kogami mumbled bringing his head down to your chest. "She's alive but..." His voice died down looking at your dead like figure. "I couldn't get to her in time."
"Shit, that bastard." Sasayama cursed under his breath. He scanned your body and his eyes widened at the sliver band on your ring finger, then looked at Kogami's hand to find a matching one.
"Did you guys catch the lantant criminal?" Kogami asked his eyes never leaving you. Sasayama stared at the both of you with a look of despair in his eyes. "No, he got away."
Kogami nodded clutching you shoulders.
"You finally proposed to [Name] huh."
"Yeah."

You wanted to cry after hearing Kogami's voice you never heard him sound so somber. 'Why did this happen?' 'I was suppose to live a new life with Kogami, he even proposed to me yesterday'. Yet you were unable to move because you were stuck in a coma, an endless pit of darkness, knowing you might never wake up again.
"I'm taking her to the hospital tell Ginoza I'll send him the report later." He looked at Sasayama then picked you up, holding you against his chest.
"Sure, let us know her condition okay." The enforcer bid his goodbye as Kogami nodded.

He walked with you in his arms clutching you ever so tightly, constantly glancing at you to make sure you were still breathing. He cursed himself for not protecting you, he hated himself for letting you come. If he could go back in time he would, so he can see your beautiful eyes and hear your laughter once more but deep down he knew this was the cruel reality he lived in.
...

"If you fall in love with me it will only bring tragedy." You said looking at the man in front of you. He smirked and embraced you.
"If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?" Kogami whispered in you ear causing you to blush and playfully hit him.
"Shinya I'm serious our jobs are dangerous anything could happen." You sighed flopping down on the couch.
"I'll protect you." He said giving you a serious stare.
"Your insane." You laughed looking away. He sat down beside taking out a cigarette and placing it in his mouth. "Maybe."
You leaned over and plucked the cigarette from his mouth replacing it with your lips. His arms wrapped around your waist bringing you closer to his body as he fell back on the couch, with you on top. You both pulled away for breath and you placed your forehead against his, gazing deeply into each others eyes.
"If our love's insanity why are you my clarity?" You smiled watching is eyes widen.
"[Name], will you let me spend the rest of my life with you." He brought your head to his chest. You closed you eyes listening to his heartbeat.
"Of course dummy."
...

Kogami stood outside the hospital taking a puff of his cigarette and releasing the smoke into the air. He felt empty, he felt dead inside.He felt drops of rain begin to fall from the sky and tiled his head up, feeling the rain mix with his tears.
...

"Mr. Kogami."
Kogami stood up as the doctor walked towards him with a clipboard in his hands.
"How is she?" Koagami inquired looking directly at the doctor who shook his head and sighed.
"She's in a coma due to the damaged inflicted to her head. Soon her body will shut down and I'm afraid she won't wake up."
Kogami felt an immense amount pain in his chest, his eyes widened unable to say anything. The doctor placed his hand on Kogami's shoulder.
"I'm sorry for your loss." He handed the clipboard to him. "Please fill out these documents when you get a chance sir." He took the board and watched as the doctor walked away.
"[Name]." He balled his fists and slammed it against the wall causing people to stare as they walked by.
"Sir, are you okay?"
...

You looked at Kogami standing in the rain looking at the sky. You stood in front of him and also looked up at the sky.
"If our love is tragedy..." You began while holding back your sniffles.
"...Why are you my remedy?" He whispered causing you to look at him in disbelief as you fell on your knees crying. You knew he would never be able to hear or see you, but at that moment both of your hearts were in sync.
"Why are you my clarity?"

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