Nope

Ch.6 Mistakes

I woke up and got dressed for school. I didn't feel like going. I felt sad. Alone. And not to mention cold because its December and I have to walk to school.

I walk outside. I needed to call Ashton to pick me up since it so cold and I can't walk.

"Come on pick up." I say as I here beep beep. It goes to voice mail.

"Ashton... Um please come pick me up.... My parents are gone and I can't walk in the freezing cold. And I'm sorry about yesterday hopefully you can forgive me. Well I'm going to start walking. Bye Ash." I say and hang up.

I start to walk I closed my coat tighter. I put my scarf tighter. Today was not the day to ware a short dress that goes mid thigh. Yay....

I heard a car pull up.

"Get in." I got in.

"Ash..."

"Don't. If it meant nothing... Why did you kiss me back?" He ask.

"I..."

"Don't." He says with a straight face.

I put my head down. I see my dress pulled up a bit and I pull it down.

"Your smart for waiting that tiny dress on such a like this." He says.

"I am very stupid... About what I did to you and Colton. I'm so sorry." A tear rolls down my cheek. I turned my head so he doesn't see.

He grabs my hand. I turned towards him. I was so shocked.

"This doesn't changed a thing Lexxa."

I nodded and he continued to hold my hand.

"This past weekend when he was gone and I hung out with you... I felt different... Free. I was so comfortable with you... Then you kissed me and it changed my perspective of you. I saw kindness. Compassion. Love. I liked it when you kissed me. But it wasn't cool when you kissed me when you know I have boyfriend. And I don't have a boyfriend and plus your slipping away."

He said nothing and continued to drive to school.

"You need a ride after?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"Okay." We arrived and I took one glance at our hands and him before we got out and he totally ignored me.

"Great..." I mumbled.

"What?"

"Your going to ignore me... All day." I say and walk away but he grabbed my arm and pulled me in the janitors closet.

"What are..?" He kissed me..

"What was that." I asked.

"That's was because I don't want to people know I like you. It will hert my reputation." He went out after one last kiss and we headed to class.

Class was boring as usual. You sat. 'Listened'. 'Read'. Same old... Same old.

After class I walked to my locker.

"So I heard you cheated on my man." Josh, Coltons friend said.

"You got a lot of guts." He said pushing me in to another empty hall.

"Well guess what your gonna pay..." He pushed me to the ground. I saw Ashton look at me. Nothing. He did Nothing.

Josh walked away. I looked Ashton picked up my stuff and ran to the bathroom. He looked like he wanted to keep his reputation more than me...

I cried and skipped next period. I left early. I walked down the sidewalk.

"Hey were are you going." Ashton pulled up next to me in his car. I ignored him.

"Are you ignoring me?" He asked.

I looked at him. A tear fell.

"I'm sorry I didn't do anything. I was stupid."

"Yeah just like me.." I said.

"Your not stupid!" He said and jumped out of his car. He came up to me.

"Your not stupid you just made a stupid mistake. That I caused. But can I make another mistake..." He kissed me. And the rain poured. We looked up and the rain in our faces. We kissed. He didn't care that we were wet. He only cared that he was with me.