I wake up at 2AM covered with sweat
My heart is heavy, my mind is a mess
I'm trying but failing to take a breath
It's like my lungs are now my demons nest
The voice tells me to pick up my blade
I'm already drained of every strength in me
And in that moment my mind is made
It's time to set myself free
I slit my wrists and cut my thighs too
Then feel the relief as it floods my insides
And every time i cut my skin in two
I feel a little less pain inside
