Why don't you ask what i always sharpen
When you always see my blade
Why don't you ask me why i only eat once
Won't you make me tell you the truth
Why don't you ask about my insomnia
If i'm still having nightmares
Can't you see the sadness
Hidden behind my smile
Don't you know that the twinkle in my eyes
Is not from happiness but from unshed tears
Can't you hear the sounds and voices in my head
That i can only try to drown out with music
I can't help but push people away
But why do you let me push you
Why don't you hear the message
My music is trying to tell you
Why don't you see the hidden signs
Aren't they clear enough for you to notice
I might be good at acting
But don't you know me well enough to tell when it's fake
Why don't you see through my lies
It's easy to see through yours
These questions my dear friend
Are what i don't understand about you
I want you to know about this part of me
But i can't bring myself to tell you
