Scott picks me up and takes me to my room. H lays me down on the bed and sits next to me holding my hand.
"Stiles is lost without you,"
"I'm lost without him,"
"I know but he's really sad and I don't think he can handle this anymore," Scott says grabbing my hand
"Y/n you two are made to be ok? And I already knew that you two where dating, even before you told me,"
"How?" I ask sitting up
"I could smell it," he says smiling "you two, your pretty good together,"
"Oh,"
"At least pretend that your over him, then he'll feel like he needs to move on to,"
"Ok,"
"Oh and y/n, Lydia feels really bad about it,"
"I know," I mumble
"Ok," Scott kisses me lightly on the cheek and says goodbye, I then fall asleep.
~1 week later~
I feel like I'm finally getting over stiles, until he ruined the plan of getting over him,
I was walking down the hallway and I see him with another girl, flirting with each other, he smiles at her but it doesn't reach his eyes. I look at them and she slowly leans in and kisses him on the lips.
I step back and Scott bumps into me and looks up and sees what's going on.
"Shit," scott says dragging me away.
He takes me outside, I don't even know how I feel about seeing stiles lips on someone else's, I can't feel anything. All of that crying has left me numb in side.
Scott and I sit and talk for a bit about what happened.
"Me and Kira broke up," Scott says looking down
"Why?"
"We decided that it would be better if we were just friends," he sighs
"That sucks," I say sighing
"The worst thing is that she's moved on, she's already dating someone else,"
"And we're sitting here wondering how we're going to live the rest of our lives without them and it's scary because we love them and we can't understand why they don't love us back," I sigh
"You love him?"
"What?"
"You said that you love him,"
"No i didn't- shit I did, I mean I do,"
~1 week later~
Stiles officially beat his record for having the shortest relationship because he broke up with the girl I saw him kissing, like 1 day later.
I walk through the hall and see Scott and stiles talking, stiles looks like he's been crying and Scott looks likes he has been to, I sigh. Crying is practically all we do these days.
I open up my locker and see a note in it, it's pretty long, i sit down on the grass and look at my watch 30 minutes till school starts.
To y/n,
Please read this, I know that you probably don't want to and that your angry at me but hear me out and I'll promise that I will never bother you again.
I did something unforgivable and wrong and I know that you have every right to be angry because believe me I would too. But the thing is (and I know that you don't feel the same way as I do about you) I love you and I don't deserve you. I know that. But I love you, your the first person that I've ever loved, the person that I'll always love. Even if you burned my house to the ground. I would still love you because the thing is, that I have that unconditional love for you and I know that I will for the rest of my life.
I know that I did something terrible and selfish and I'll regret it every second of everyday of my life. When I kissed those girls I was thinking of you and I can't believe how impossibly hard it is to get over you. I'll give you all my heart if we can't start it over.
I wish I could see your smile at me again, your so beautiful when you smile. I didn't deserve you and I still don't deserve you. 'We except the love we think we deserve' one of my favourite quotes and I think this captures me and you. I don't think I'll fully understand why you even liked me and why you kissed me back and why you smiled at me.
And when I met you on that bus, I knew that you were too good for me.
I don't think I'll ever deserve someone as smart, funny and as pure as you are. Because you are a good person y/n. I'm not, from what I've done can take a lifetime of sorrys and 'I'll never do it again's" and the person wouldn't even be properly forgiven.
I know that this is probably the cheesiest thing you have ever read and that you will never forgive me, but if you did. I swear my heart is yours and it always will be.
But God, I miss you so much. Every cell in my body misses you. And when I see you in the hallway, I realise that I can't breath until I run up and hug you or kiss you and I'm stuck their trying to catch my breath, working out how I'll live the rest of my life without you. Without (your full name) .
I can't imagine a life withount you, y/n.
--- Stiles ---
I sigh and realise that I love him and I know that he won't do it again. But, I still can't really forgive him. I walk up to him in the hallway and punch him in the face. He falls down and winces
"Keep hitting me," he yells "I deserve it,"
I punch him and kick him and scream at him and everyone's watching us but I don't care .
"How dare you." I yell at him
"Is that all you got? Keep going, please," I keep kicking him until I fall down next to him because I'm tired and tears are streaming down his face.
"Everyone give them some privacy," Scott yells as the bell for school rings.
"I deserved that, y/n,"
"Yes you did,"
He turns and winces looking at me.
"You know, I think about it as well," I tell him
"About what?"
"How I'll end up living the rest of my life without you, because God I love you too,"
Stiles looks surprised.
I lean in and kiss him. He kisses me back and we both stand up, I can tell I actually hurt him because he winces but were kissing as passionately as we ever have and I sigh. He leans me softly against the locker. He holds onto me tight and I do too, scared that he might slip out of my reach again. Because I don't want to loose him again.
Scott and Kira and Theo and Malia and Lydia and her new boyfriend are watching us, smiling. I pull away and look at them. They keep smiling and stiles and I smile back. We then hand in hand, with everyone else walk the hell out of school.
Remember TRUANCY is not the answer 😉
Should I do a 15 years later thingo or leave it at this?
