Racing To Find My Love Book Two

The nightmares

Bpov

As I drove all I could think about is how I wanted Edward back. Every time I look at him all I wanted was him to hold me. I want to feel his lips against mine. But it just doesn't feel right. Because this Edward doesn't know me.

I was taken out of my thoughts when I hear a horn. I look behind me to see Edward on his motorcycle.

Is he crazy. He's still to weak. The next I knew he flew past me. I turned to looked behind me and I see everybody else.

I decided to pull back and let my dad catch up. Once he pulled up beside me I motion for him to roll down his window. I flip my visor up.

"WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING ON HIS MOTORCYCLE?" I asked my dad.

"AFTER YOU LEFT HE COME RUNNING OUT ASKING IF HE COULD BORROW A MOTORCYCLE AND WE GAVE HIM THAT ONE!" My dad smirked.

"DAD YOU'RE JUST AS CRAZY DAMN YOU!" I flipped my visor down. "YEAH BUT YOU STILL LOVE ME!" I shook my head and laughed.

I sped up to catch up with Edward. Once I was behind him I whipped around him and got beside him. I flipped my visor back up. He did the same.

"WHAT THE HELL YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING EDWARD?" I asked him.

"OH I DON'T KNOW I FELT LIKE GOING FOR A RIDE?" I laughed. "FINE BUT IT'S YOUR FAULT IF YOU GET HURT!" He just nodded. I flipped my visor down and sped up again I slid just in front of him. Then Edward got up beside me again and we rode like that for awhile until I decided to pop a wheelie and took off.

I was actually having fun. Even though I knew my Edward wasn't back yet. But right now just for now why not let myself go and just have fun.

When we got up to a truck stop to fill up with gas I decided I wanted to drive to the campground but this time I wanted Edward to ride with me on my bike.

I just wanted to be me and him for awhile. Before he went to get into the motorhome I stopped him.

"Edward grabbed a helmet and hop on!" He went back to the trailer and Rose looked at me and gave me a thumbs up.

I felt Edward climb on. I turned my head. "Hang on!" I took off and I felt his arms go around my waist.

It felt good even though it was because he was hanging on. Every once in awhile I kept turning my head and looked back at Edward.

I grinned and decided to speed up and pass some cars and show him what I felt. "EDWARD CLOSE YOUR EYES! JUST TRUST ME!" I told him.

I got a level speed and slowly grabbed his hands and put them on the handle bars with mine. I made sure they were on top.

Then I sped up and did a wheelie when I came back down I could here Edward laughing.I sped up once more.

Once we got to the campground Edward got off the bike. "Is that what it always feels like for you. Being free like you're just floating on air or flying?" He asked me.

I laughed. "Yes Edward that's exactly how it feels for me. Much like racing." And there it was my favorite crooked smile I love so much. I had to turn away. "I need to go get cleaned up!" I told him as I walked away but Edward stopped me.

"Bella thank you for showing me a little bit of your world!" I turned around and just looked at Edward.

"I mean it was nice to show me your side of things even if it was for a couple of hours!" Edward acted nervous around me.

"Oh! Your welcome. It was nice to let go for a while today. It's been awhile." I told him.

"Yeah I understand that! Well I'll let you go get cleaned up now." I walked up and gave him a gentle kiss on his cheek. "You don't have to be nervous around me!" I whispered in his ear and I turned around and walked away.