In the rain, mid summer,
In the heat of winter in my heart,
No matter what I feel, what I cried for,
Despite the happiness that I own,
You were everything.Strength was invisible,
As I made my way to you,
The force was intensely dominant,
Control was not mine,
Your eyes were in command.Through the shining days,
To the harshest nights,
I'll find you a light when you need it,
I'll give you a cover from the fire,
I couldn't give you much, but, I gave you all.You were tired, so you leaned,
I was the pillar holding your back,
Sometimes I could not make it,
You pushed me aside as I was not that worth it,
Never had I gave up.You're with her, as an optimist,
You're with him and you were funny,
With me, all you show is slight support,
Casual mockeries, like a routine,
I was there, holding my tears.You were joyful with them,
Probably didn't thought about me,
You found your happiness,
I was not a part of it,
Cruel, it was, but I kind of liked it,
I was there in silence, sorrow, witnessing.I prayed to God, make this gone,
I hoped to death, that this won't last,
But I need you so bad, so I ripped off my senses,
And I was there, begging for more,
Piece by piece, the sweetness of the pain.I've seen you sad,
I've seen you happy,
Subtly but surely, it affected me,
I was there for you, to use me,
And I'll be here, always,
Hoping you would actually notice.×_×
YOU ARE READING
Lana
Thơ caLife. Musically. Poetically. The melody and the rythm are like the sky and the clouds. The words and the lyrics are like the air and the breeze. Living a reality like a Lana Del Rey's song.