One Direction Imagines

"You Need to say Goodbye sooner or later" *Sad Harry Imagine*

*Harry’s P.O.V.*

It was one of those days where you just wanted to say Fuck Everything and wish the day would end sooner. “(Y/N) I need you…” I whispered to myself looking around the bunk I was laying in. Picture’s of my beautiful girlfriend (Y/N) covered the walls and ceiling of the bunk. I missed her so much, and I needed her right now.

She always helped me get through times like these. I picked up my Iphone that was laying beside me on my bed and dialled her number that I’d memorized as soon as she gave it to me. It rang 3 times then went to her voicemail. “Sorry I couldn’t make it to my phone right now, Please leave a message and I promise to get back as soon as I can. Thanks!” The voicemail said before the beep went. I hit the end button then looked around the bunk again and ran my fingers across the photos.

“Haz, Time to get dressed. We have a meet and greet today.” Lou said opening the bunk curtain that I always kept close. “Do I have to go?” I asked tearing my gaze away from the photo to look at Lou. “Yeah Buddy. I know you don’t want to, but you need to. We’ll get through it.” He said before walking to the front of the tour bus to let me get dressed.

I took my time getting dressed today, Slower then usual. It wasn’t the fact that I couldn’t get into my jeans, I could. And it wasn’t the fact that I couldn’t find a clean shirt. I just wore a plain white t-shirt that I wasn’t even sure was mine. The Boys and I had shared so much clothes over the past 5 months on tour that we didn’t know who’s was who’s. I took my time getting dressed because I was thinking of her. 

“Paul, What next?” Zayn asked as we got back onto the tour bus after the 2 hour meet and greet. “Sound check, We’re going to the arena now.” Paul said sitting down in the seat behind the driver before we left the hotel parking lot and got onto the road.

“You boys are out in 2!” Yet another lady said walking by our dressing room. “Come on, Let’s go!” Paul said yelling at us from outside the room. “We’re coming!” Liam said putting on his shoes. Everyone walked out of the room and left me behind. I looked at my phone one last time then stood up and walked out with my phone still in my hand. I kept the backlight alive so I could still look at the picture of (Y/N) and I. The paparazzi had taken it when I took some time off and took (Y/N) on a holiday to Paris.

We were standing on a bridge looking at all the lights around the city and we didn’t even hear or see the paparazzi come up. They took their pictures then left.

“Harry, I know you’re down, but you need to get out there on stage.” Paul said as I left the dressing room. “I Know.” I said wiping a tear that slipped down my face. I Ran after the boys till I caught up with them as they were getting microphones. “Thanks.” I said to the lady that handed me the microphone. She nodded then told me to go under the stage where Niall and more staff were waiting for me.

“Is Everyone Having a Good Time?!” I asked walking across the stage to get everyone excited. The fans all screamed. “I don’t think their having a good time.” I said turning to where all the other boys sat off to the side. I watched as Liam and Zayn shook their heads no. “let’s try that again, Are you All Having a Good Time!” The fans screamed louder and longer. “Good!” I said turning to look at the boys. I watched as Niall picked up a guitar and put the strap over his head… I knew what song was coming up, and I didn’t want it to even though it was my favourite song on the Album.

“Now, We are going to slow it down a little bit,” I said before someone slapped me on the bum. I looked behind me and saw Liam walking to the other side of the stage laughing to himself. Louis then followed him and sat on a step near the top on the staircase. I walked up the other staircase and sat centre stage on the lift thing with my feet hanging over the edge.

“We’re going to slow it down a bit and sing Little Things.” Everyone screamed and I saw a few girls off to the side crying. “Now, We like it to be pretty in here, so get out your lights, turn on your flashes and lets here you all singing back to us!” Zayn said looking up at me and nodding. I nodded back at him then took a breath.

“Now, before we start, I’d like to dedicate this song to someone… I’d like to dedicate it to my beautiful Girlfriend (Y/N)… Now, I know she’s not here tonight, but I know she’ll hear and see it with her own eyes and her ears, and not from a video recording on Youtube,” I said looking down at my feet dangling. I took a deep breath trying not to cry again for the 100th time today. I waited for the noise to die down before I went on, and it actually got quiet for the time that I talked. “It’s been 1 year today that she’s been gone, and I know that this was her favourite song. So this one goes out to my Angel (Y/N)… Fly High Beautiful.” I said as my voice cracked and tears went down my face again.

After we sang Little Things, Louis got up and walked to the top and sat down beside me. He put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me into him. I put my arms around him and hugged him as I cried into his shoulder. “I’m here for you buddy.” “What about those Larry rumours?” I asked lifting my head off his shoulder. “Fuck those rumours… My Best lad needs me and I’m going to be there for him no matter what anyone thinks.” “Thanks Louis.” I said hugging him one last time then pulling away from him. “I know it’s hard Hazza, But you need to say Goodbye sooner or later. You know that she’s gone and Wish she was here, all of us do. She always made you so happy, and now, seeing my best lad crying on stage…” Louis shook his head meaning he couldn’t go on, but I got what he meant. “Thanks Lou.” I said wiping the last of my tears away the smiling. “Anytime Hazza.” He said before getting up and walking back down the stairs to join the boys waiting.

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