I Can't Make You Stay

Where's Chris.!

Erin pov,

Today is the day.

My little man is turning two years old. I remember this morning like it was yesterday.

* F L A S H B A C K

I was sleeping peacefully, when someone started to shake me. I looked around terrified, trying to see what was happening.

"Erin, why the hell you ain't wake up and go pee man,'' Chris yelled

I was beyond confused and when I was about to speak, I gasped

lifting the cover up, sure enough there was a pinkish liquid, between my legs.

''Chris, I think my water broke,'' I said. He had many emotions showing, like a mixture of excitement, sadness, and like he was afraid.

"what should we do? does it hurt? do you need to hold my hand? are you having the baby here ? should I call the Hospital?,'' he freaked

"Chris baby, breathe. go get his diaper bag out of his room and grab my bag from the closet,'' I spoke calmly

he did as I said and walked out, I tried to get out of bed and change the sheets, because this was not a pleasant sight

"baby no, we have to get you to the hospital, I'll do that whenever I come back.," Chris said

He went into my drawer and grabbed a dress out. I didn't have clothes on, so He told me to lift my arms and slipped the dress over my head. He picked up some sandals and helped me put them in then we were out.

The car ride was straight at first, but the closer we got to the hospital my contractions began.

"You good baby," Chris asked taking my hand in his

''Ye- AHHHHH,'' I squeezed the shit out his hand causing him to snatch his hand back

"Damn Erin, I wouldn't have given you my hand if I knew you were hurting,'' he yelled playing with his hand

''This is your damn fault nigga, complain again and imma give your ass something to complain about,'' I yelled back glaring at him

he mumbled something, but when I was about to ask what he said the contractions came back

"what the hell is taking you so long to get to the hospital, this crap hurts, I hate men, all you think about is yourselves,'' I spat

Chris remained silent and let me rant, I guess he was smart enough to stay quiet and just focus on getting me to the hospital to deliver our son.

About five minutes later, we pulled up and Chris helped me out the car. I was breathing heavily and starting to sweat. why are women the only ones suffering from pain like this. Eve why did you eat that damn fruit?

''Can someone help my wife, she's in labor,''Chris yelled

A couple of nurses ran my way and showed Chris where to push me. I closed my eyes breathed in slowly. I Wish I had family members in my life, the supportive ones, that I could share this moment with, but I'm also thankful that I have Chris, Julie and his friends.

"Chris, call Julie and tell her I'm about to have the baby,'' I panted as if I was the one pushing my fat self to the delivery room.

"Yeah, i'll call Them,'' he answered

I snapped my neck in his direction,'' I said Julie, who is them,''

"Red and them, My mom, Aunts etc,'' he said in a duh tone