The fall (an austin mahone fanfiction)

20. The fall not just you

Sorry the last chapter was so short but hey 3 updates in one night ^.^ you could say I'm on a roll. I want you guys to know that I love you all so so so so so much <3 thank you for the amazing amount of reads!! Only a few more chapter left!!!!!

Edited 8/6/13

Dedication....um as always my loserrrrrr buddie @directionerbaybee because she is such a big help with this story and she's absolutely amazing!!!

And @theperksofbeingaloser thank you! You make my day with all your fabulous comments. <3

Song of the chapter: not just you by Cody Simpson. This song is good for the whole breakup part of this story <3

Mackenzie's p.o.v

*3 days later*

They died. They didn't make it. I honestly bawled my eyes out when the machine flatlined but at least I was with them when they died. I was now an orphan. I was supposed to go live with my aunt in California but I didn't want to leave. What about the crew? What about austin? But I have to go. I can't live alone. Austin never called me back that night. In fact I haven't heard from him. I guess he was really going to keep his promise. I finally called the crew last night to let them know what happened. We all cried. I was supposed to hang out with them today because I was leaving in a month. One month and ill have to say goodbye to everything I've ever know. Miami. I waked out of the hospital and jumped into Roberts car.

"Hi Robbie." I sighed.

"Hey babe." Robert said pulling out of the parking lot and down the freeway to his house, where we would meet the rest of the crew. We were going to watch some movies and sleepover at Roberts house like usual. The usual suspects were invited. I don't know about austin but honesty I don't care.

"We're here." Robert said breaking me from my thoughts. I stepped out of the car and walked inside. No one was here yet. I laid down on the couch and Robert sat next to me.

"Wanna play a game?" He asked. I shrugged.

"Sure. Why not?" I said and Robert pulled out call of duty black ops two and two controllers.

"Ohhhh get ready to get your ass served to you on a silver platter boy!" I say starting the trash talk.

"Oh hell no girl I'm the best."

"Didn't austin mention how many times he's gotten his ass kicked by me on this game?" I ask mockingly. Robert freezes and becomes serious.

"Shit really? Austin always beats me."

I giggle and we start playing.

We played for about an hour me beating him 9-0 until the doorbell rang. The crew was here! I jumped up and flung the door open. There stood Alex, Sarah, Zach, and Tyler!

"Tyler! Your back!" I scream running into Tyler's already open arms. We hugged.

"Damn what are we chopped liver?" Sarah asks mockingly. I giggle.

"Yep. It's official I love Tyler more than all of you losers." I state still in Tyler's arms. Damn I've missed this boy. I reluctantly let go of Tyler and reach up on my tiptoes to kiss his cheek.

"Ohhh what's going on here?" Sarah asks winking. I blush.

"Nothing." I say and we all sit down on Roberts couch.

"So what movies are we going to watch?"

"We'll I got the Purge, the conjuring, the call, and now you see me." Robert says listing off the names. Shit there was a few scary movies. We decided to watch now you see me first, then the call, the purge and lastly the conjuring. Robert made popcorn and we all sat down. Alex and Sarah sat on the love seat cuddled up together. Robert and Zach sat on the other couch. Me and Tyler got the floor. I laid down and put my head on Tyler's chest. Watching the magic movie. Now you see me was funny and the call was suspenseful. (Authors note: Idk about the call I haven't seem it yet but the other reviews are my own.) the purge was stupid, Tyler and I laughed our asses off the whole time and now it was time to watch the conjuring. Robert thought it would be better if we turned off the lights so we did. That made it ten times scarier but at least no one could see me snuggling up to Tyler. Or Tyler leaning down and stealing quick kisses in between me screaming and Alex yelling at me to shut up. I'm not going to lie Tyler's kisses are absolutely amazing but I just couldn't date him. Not now anyways, because I was moving. I couldn't do long distance. Not again. He leaned in for another kiss but instead of pulling away like he usually did he deepened it. Licking my bottom lip he asked for entrance and I gave it to him. We kissed for a few more minutes before my phone buzzed and lit up scaring the piss out of me. I screamed.

"Shut the hell up mackenzie. Gosh you big baby." Alex mocked. I looked at my phone. Michelle was calling. Michelle as in Austin's mom. I answered.

"Hello?" I said and Robert pauses the movie.

"Mackenzie? Oh thank god you answered. Can you round up the crew and come down to the hospital. Austin- he um-" Michelle started her voice cracking. "He tried to kill himself. He's in a coma." I dropped my phone. Why? Why did he do this?

"Mackenzie?" Tyler asked.

"Austin tried to kill himself. He's in a coma." I choked out. Everyone gasped and got ready to leave. I just sat there. I couldn't move. Tyler picked me up bridal style and ran me to his car. We drove in silence to the hospital. When we got there my mind went into over drive. I unbuckled my seat belt and raced into the hospital. Once I got to the snotty clerk I stopped.

"What room is austin mahone in?"

"Are you family?" She asks with attitude and disgust.

"I'm his girlfriend. I'm practically family now what room is he in?!" I ask with equal as much if not more attitude and disgust.

"Floor 2 room 69." She says waving me off. I run all the way up there not stoping for anything. I just needed to see him. I stopped at the door. Michelle was standing there.

"I knew you'd race up to the door. We can't go in yet the doctors are in there come with me." She says and lead me to seats. We sit down next to each other and the crew comes and sits down with us.

"So what happened?" Sarah asked breaking the silence.

"He took a whole bottle of anti-depressants I had from a while ago. He also slit his wrists a couple of times. He left these each for you." She said taking out envelopes from her purse each labeled with our names on it.

"Should we open them?" I whisper.

"It's your decision. I don't know what they are. I didn't open mine but he is going to wake up. The doctors are sure of it." Michelle answered. I nodded laying my head down on Tyler's lap.

"Who's here for an-" the doctor asks looking down at his clipboard. "Austin mahone?" We all shoot up our of our seats.

"Is he okay?" Someone asks. I look around to see who and realize it was me.

"Yes he is and he's requesting a mackenzie. That's was the first thing out of his mouth when he awoke. 'Where is she?' He asked us." I walked towards the doctor dreading seeing austin. He opened the door. And let me in.

"Austin?" I croak out.

"Mackenzie?" He asks. Tears flew down my face as I ran up to him and hugged him.

"Why did you do this? Why Austin?" I sob into his hospital nightgown.

"I'm so sorry mackenzie. I'm so so so so sorry. I missed you so much. I just can't live without you okay?" He says into my neck.

"Please don't ever do this again. Please. You scared the living shit out of me."

"I'm so sorry. I love you." He said pulling his head from my neck and leaning in for a kiss. Me being me I didn't pull away, I let him kiss me. Finally feeling his warm lips on mine was the best feeling in the world. His kisses were a hundred times better than Tyler's. he deepened the kiss and I let him in. We kissed for a few more minutes when he smiled into the kiss breaking it.

"God I've missed that." He said after catching his breath.

"Me too." I say sheepishly.

"Mackenzie I know I've hurt you but I promise that I will never do anything like that ever again. Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Austin I can't." I say and his smile faded.

"Oh." He just says looking like he would cry.

"It's because I'm moving in a month." I say.