Niall Horan and Me ?!

home sweet home

We finally get to bring her home. She's grown stronger and only needs an oxygen tube to breathe a bit better. The doctor says she's ready to come home.

We do have to come in for weakly checkups though. That's alright with me, I'll do anything to keep her healthy.

Mom and Michelle have visited once. Like a week ago. They couldn't come earlier since she was still in a special care room. Last week she got moved to my room. I took her out sometimes to feed her but that's it.

Currently Fiona's sleeping and I'm packing my bag. Niall brought some fresh stuff in every couple of days. We where here a total of 4 weeks now.

" here can you bring that to the car? " I ask Niall and hold my bag in his direction.

" sure, also you might want to check if I put that seat in correct. "

" ok then I'll go. You stay here and watch."

I head down the hallway and down the stairs. Then out the door and to the car. Open the door and throw my things in and make sure the seats nice and secure.

It wasn't like I expected. But it's ok. Pretty good on his first try. I close the door and head back upstairs.

I find Niall holding her in his arms sad she had clearly cried.

" hey what's going on?"

" I accidentally dropped the glass and the noise scared her."

" oh, let me see"

He hands me Fiona and cleaned up the mess he made. I lay her down on the bed. Grab her jacked and wrap her up in my arms.

" Are you ready to take this baby home?"

" yes, I think I am"

" you think?"

" yeah its gonna be such a big change."

" it's going to be just fine" I start walking to the door." Come on now." He follows me.

He opens the car door for me and I carefully lay her down in her care seat. Buckle her up and walk around the car and open the other back door. I'm sitting in the back to make sure she's alright.

We quietly listen to music and after about 5 minutes she's off to sleep. Well if she always sleeps then I won't get to do anything with her. Or should I be rather happy that she still sleeps a lot. Let's just see cause we're about to find out.

Another 10 minutes and we drive into our garage. I open the door and walk around to open hers. She was still sleeping but awakens as soon as the garage closes. It was pretty loud. I walk inside and into the living room. Niall comes in after me with the bags. He sets them down on the floor and takes off his jacked. Hangs it where the jackets go and sits next to me on the couch.

Fiona was looking at the new environment she was now in and soon can call home.

Then she looks over to Niall and goes back to sleep. I know it won't last long because she's hungry any minute now.

And I'm was right. Ten minutes later she wakes up and starts crying.

I feed her. It's kind of weird to breastfeed but something I got to do. There is just no going around that.

The time I was feeding Niall brought all of the hospital belongings including my old clothes. With hospital belongings I mean her birth certificate, a cream to rub on her belly button, or should I say developing belly button. There was till a pinkish brown crust over it. Also some medicine that will give her extra vitamins and protein besides the milk.

She doesn't like it. I usually give it to her with a bit of milk.

I tried it before and it's actually not that bad. A sweet taste like milk with a bitter aftertaste.

Once she's fully developed into a normal grown baby and has no more health issues were going to visit his parents in Ireland since their a bit busy currently.

Liam is coming over today. they are having some kind of bro night. Whatever. He hasn't seen Fiona yet I wonder how he acts with babys.

Niall was upstairs getting dressed. He said that they'd be going to a bar. Also promised he wouldn't drink to much so one of them can still drive or at least manage to get to the nearest hotel. Let's hope it won't come that far.

Liam would be here in about 20 minutes.

I was cleaning the kitchen right now and looking over to my precious once in a while. She's doing good, so far.

The door rings and Niall comes running down the stairs. He swings the door open and they give each other a manly hug. Typicall.

" hey, how are you doing? " he asks me.

" good, it's been a little exhausting but so far so good."

" great, may I see your little trouble maker?"

" yeah sure" I turn and start walking into the living room and down by her little bed. She was laying there nibbling on her stuffed animal.

" well hello" Liam says and pick es her up. She kept her toy tight between her hands and looked up at him. She was confused at first and then she started crying. Liam tried to calm her but it didn't work. I took her from him and she calmed down short after.

" sorry" he apologizes.

" no need to apologize, she did the same with my mom and sister. She'll get used to you one day."

They then got going.

" bye have fun" I say to them as they walk towards the car.

" thanks love you" Niall ads and steps into the passenger seat.

I close the door and get back to cleaning the kitchen and eventually relaxing on the couch.