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Wolfe

I thought true love lasts forever.

The words she told me kept running through my mind, kept on breaking me into two. Even though she said it wasn't me, I knew that the blame was upon me. Was it my vanity? Was it my confidence? Did she think I wasn't enough for her? I have no idea.

Never have I felt so worthless, so ugly in my life. This isn't a feeling I am used to, I'm usually a confident guy. I knew I had the looks to make any girls heart throb, but now I don't feel that way.

That girl was all I ever wanted. She saw me for who I really was. She saw my dark days when the mask and character took a break. She loved me. And now she's gone, and we're gonna turn into strangers. My precious Alicia will now be someone else's. While I sit at home wondering what's the point of life.

As I looked up at the tallest most beautiful building in this city, as this question in my mind blares out the sound of her statement of leaving, "if you're going to just sit at home wonder why you're still living, why not just end it and have peace of being no more?"

Now that thought is totally not like me at all. Like I said, I'm usually a positive person and have the confidence to build an army with. But now, I don't see a reason for living. Now that Alicia has broken up with me, I don't think I can handle being alone. And apparently, I wasn't enough for her. My looks must look like trash to her now. I must have used it all up.

This feeling was killing me from the inside out, my heart knew that it was time for an end. A time to end it all. A time, where she can live her life normally.

I take a deep breathe, look back to where Alicia last stood, and I whisper goodbye to her shadow.

I open the door, and race up the stairs. Ready for the freedom that'll come once I fall to the ground. Ready for these voices to just stop. I'll obey, and be done with all of this. Once and for all I'll be nothing and have freedom.

The highlights of my life flash before my eyes. I guess this is what they mean when they say your life flashes before your eyes before you taste death. Beautiful memories of being number one in every sport I played in high school. All the girls wanting to date me, and Alicia being different. Making me chase after her, pursue her. Learning more about her and her jaded past, and proving her wrong and looking at her that night and saying "I love you, Alicia." But now alter pain that just had come upon me, was about to end.

I breathe in slowly, and close my eyes. I feel the breeze run over me, as if it was circling around where I was standing. I feel a needle poke my arm, I automatically feel asleep.

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I wake up from the glorious peaceful sleep to hear a couple bickering.

"Joey you were supposed to make him to sleep, not turn him into a wolf."

"What can I say, I grabbed it from the wrong pocket. But at least maybe now Sledge will have the Sparky he's been looking for. Amy, look at the bright side, the possibilities."

"The only bright side is Sledge not firing us, Joey."

"Hey at least we won't be dead, and Sledge will have Sparky."

Would they stop calling me Sparky? I'm not that ugly as a wolf or dog. Wait... did she say "not supposed to turn me into a wolf"? Oh someone please get me a mirror.

I sit up quickly and open my eyes to see Amy and Joey looking at me like they've seen a wild animal. Who knows, it might be me. "Excuse me beautiful, can you hand me a mirror?"

"One, don't call me beautiful and flirt with me. I'm not your girl, I'm Amy Jackson, so just stop yourself right there. And I think I'll sedate before I let you see yourself."