I Will Prosper

Chapter 10

Prosper looked out the window trying to find something to watch to keep her mind off of what happen these pass two months. School was starting back up in she only completed two task off her list, she got a job and saved enough for what she needed. What beat her up inside she wasn't even an ounce close to knowing what her purpose was. She felt as though it was all her fault because her summer she was under a man, a grown man at that. Phillip had all her attention since that night of the beach. He took her to his spot and she stayed the night. No they didn't have sex but he showed her something she never experienced before. That night Phillip showed her why she was so precious to him. What he loved about her mind, why her body was a temple, and why she should love herself. After that night she never wanted to leave Phillip because he was showing her what she been wanting all her life; to be shown love and affection.

Later on during the summer she was under him like a lost puppy. Don't get it twisted he loved ever ounce of Prosper, she became his drug and didn't even know it. Others may of judged her or thought she was being a stupid little girl. To him she showed him what a real women was more than the females he came across.

Then things had change. Phillip broke Prosper heart she never want to love again.

Flashback..

Prosper jumped out her cousin car telling him goodbye. Dashawn had dropped Prosper off at Phillip's house. Walking to the front door Phillip guard Clyde met her at the door seeming tense.

"Is everything okay Clyde?" She said giving him a concern look.

"Yes it is." He replied quickly. She stood there waiting for him to let her in the door.

"Okay are you going to let me in?" She said looking at his body language weirdly.

"Um.. Prosper how has your day been I think Killa is sick maybe you should came back later or call him." He said to her not looking in her eyes.

Prosper knew something was up. Clyde never acted this weird, she known him long enough to know that he was hiding something. Clyde felt bad for Prosper she was such a good girl and was growing up too quickly. He knew she would be heart broken they had grown a bond, everybody loved Prosper and always protected her no matter what. Then he he realized he had to let her walk through the door. He knew he was wrong but he wanted what was best for Prosper and he knew she wasn't ready for Phillip just yet, she had to grow.

Clyde open the door for Prosper and let her walk in, he turn around in went through the back room to watch the cameras that secured around the house. Prosper decide not to call Phillip name she was going to look for him. She looked all through downstairs he was no where insight. Then she finally went upstairs, walking down the long hallway to get to the masters bed room she felt as if she should turn around.

As she approached his room door she could hear the water running, she then felt relief, ready to walk through the door she heard a giggle. It didn't come from Phillip it sounded like a female. Her heart felt like it was squeezed and kept squeezing as she heard the laughter again, she knew if she answer the door her heart was going to burst.

Then she heard Phillip began to speak he sounded happy and he was laughing. Clyde watched Prosper dropped her head he wanted to go in hug her but he decide not to, she had to see. Prosper can tell Phillip just stepped out his bathroom, deciding to turn the knob she stood in the door. Monica attention lingered to Prosper, Phillip then turned around in saw Prosper standing there. Her eyes was bloodshot red, her whole face held no life, her lip stuck out pouting as if her lip was going to tremble. Phillip never seen Prosper so hurt, he felt so bad, he felt less of a man, he didn't even know how much he loved Prosper until now.

Prosper stared at Monica laying naked under the covers as if she's been there all day, a bed she once laid and allowed Phillip to show her, her worth. He went to grab Prosper and she snatched away from him, and she gave him a look of pleaded, he can see in her eyes so many things.

"Prosper.. Please baby I'm sorry." He said reaching out to her.

"No your not. It's okay honestly Phillip it's fine." Her voice sounded so calm and little. She rubbed her eyes. As she looked up she saw Monica smirking.

"You wanted him now you got him, he's yours." She then turned around.

"Oh baby he was always mine, all men always want a taste of something pure sometimes." She smiled at Prosper.

Prosper just nodded. She didn't feel like arguing with her.

As she turned around Phillip grabbed her. That's when she lost it.
"Stop touching me you disgust me, I hate you, I never want to see you again. Your just like everybody else you ain't shit! Lose my number don't bother talking to me you don't exist to me anymore fuck you. And bitch you never had shit if you did he wouldn't of made you look stupid the first time. You lost your man to a young girl who didn't have to open her legs one time to get treated how a female should be. Good bye Phillip."

She ran out the door, downstairs crashing into Clyde, wrapping her arms around him she cried. Clyde was a father she always wanted but never could have. If he didn't know the affect he had on Prosper he knew now. He held her head and let her let it all out. Phillip ran downstairs in seen her Prosper crying like somebody had kilt her, he realized he did, he ruined her all over again. Clyde shucked his head in told him no and to let Prosper be. Prosper didn't see Phillip and asked Clyde to take her home.

Prosper was no longer the same not even from the beginning this Prosper was different.