How I got Pregnant.... And REJECTED!! #Wattys2014

Chapter 9: Second Chances..

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I woke up early and watched the sun rise as I sat in my window, my life was becoming a hail storm of confusion. I had a baby on the way I wasn't so sure I wanted, but I couldn't just get rid of it because I wasn't so sure I didn't. As the clock slowly switched hours I debated whether I should go see Eric or not. No matter how much I didn't truly want to see him my wolf was whining for it, she missed him even though she had just seen him last night. My mom called down for breakfast but I ignored her and texted Ryan I was coming to his job. The I got dressed and pulled my hair into a ponytail sneaking out the backdoor so I wouldn't have to face confrontation with my family.

"Well if it isn't the worlds most beautiful girlfriend." Ryan smiled from behind the counter as I walked in.

"Better be directing that towards me!" I smiled at him as I sat down.

"One and only, so how'd your last night go?" He asked filling a ice cream cone for a customer.

"Had dinner with Eric and his parents." I sighed and as soon as I said it I saw Ryan's mood change.

"Sounds umm... Exciting?" He tried putting money i to the register.

"Mr. Moon beat the crap out of Eric, I almost felt bad for him." I smiled Ryan nodded and I could tell he was alittle caught up in his work.

"He deserved it, have you eaten breakfast?" He asked looking at me. I shook my head 'no' and gave my boyfriend a smirk. "Well maybe I should slip out of here alittle early and get you something. How does pancakes sound?"

"No, you need to work. I could just call Cassidy upwe can go have some breakfast." I sighed but Ryan shook his head and leaned over the counter to kiss my cheek.

"No, you can call Cassidy up for lunch. Im taking you to breakfast- no exceptions!" He laughed before coming to my side of the counter and grabbing my hand as he walked me to his car promising to bring me to get mine after breakfast.

"So where are we going?" I asked smiling at him as his blonde hair shined in the sun light coming through the window.

"I was hoping Pancake Factory." He smiled looking back at me, a playful gleam in his eyes.

"How do you know I want pancakes?" I asked turning away from him to look out my own window.

"Because you love them, I remember a few days ago we had a whole hour conversation about them." He laughed taking one hand off the steering wheel to grab my hand. We remained in a comfortable silence until we got there and got a table.

"Hey, im Lauren. I'll be your server, are you guys ready to order?" A pretty redhead asked, she looked like a model but Ryan didn't seem to be paying any attention.

"Um for the lady we'll have 2 chocolate chips pancakes extra buttery, and i'll have 2 blue berry. Thanks." He recited not even looking up at her.

"You ordered my favorite..." I sighed stunned.
"I guess I must have really good listening skills then." He chuckled locking his eyes on mine. Ryan was the same age as Eric but looking at him right now, I knew he was far more mature. I dont know what possessed me to aske the question I did next.

"What happened to your mate, have you ever met her?" I asked curiously. I saw his blue eyes dull as he broke our eye contact and looked down at the table.

"I knew that was coming eventually." He sighed taking a deep breath and turning his head to look out the window. "She died the night I met her. She got attacked by a rogue on her way home from the party I met her at. I got the call the next morning and I didn't know how to feel. I barely knew her ya know? It took 6 months for me to feel remotely normal again."

"Im sorry I shouldn't have asked.. Its just you know everything about Eric and I was just curious. Sorry." I stated apologetically as our orders arrived.

"Its okay, I think faith gave me a second chance at it." He smiled cutting a small triangle out of my pancake and feeding it to me.

"I think so too." I smiled chewing and he laughed nodding. "Whats funny?"

"Your fucking adorable with your mouth full like that!" He laughed.

I swallowed and leaned across the table to kiss his cheek, we hand't had a real kiss just yet. We decided to take things slow, keep it sweet. Ryan called it sparing the moment and making sweet memories, that way we didn't end up having something to regret.

After breakfast Ryan headed back to work and I got a text from Eric begging me to come to the park. And even though I wasn't in the mood I decided I might as well. As I walked up I could see him standing near the fountain looking around. He had on a red polo with black jeans, I couldnt help but drool alittle.

"Looking for someone?" I asked creeping uo behind him, causing him to release a small growl.

"Sorry, didn't think you'd actually show up." He smiled weakly putting his hands in his pockets.

"Yeah, well... Me neither." I frowned sitting on the bench. I was already starting to get alittle tired from moing around and the day had barely started! This whole pregnancy was starting to get old and I haven't even made it out my first trimester yet!

"Happy you did." He smiled sitting next to me. I could see a scratches on his neck that looked somewhat like healing claw marks. And from the way he was moving I could tell it had been a recent fight.

"Did you dad hit you? I thought you weren't going home?" I asked sounding more worried then I meant to.

"Yeah, I came home for breakfast. He was still really pissed and my mom had gotten over the crying phase to the point where she was yelling. Once I told her to shut up my dad went rampage." He sighed leaning back.

"Oh, sounds like a pain.." I sighed not really knowing what to say, no words seemed right.

"Its whatever, in the end it'll just make me a better Alpha I guess. So did you eat breakfast?" He asked.

"Yes, wait, since when do you care about me?" I asked looking at him skeptically.

"I've always cared Adalaid, it's just... I dont know, im not good with this type of thing." He sighed looking at the ground instead of me.

"What thing?" I asked confused.

"Im not good at relationships, I never have been. I always end up messing something up or losing interest." He admitted uncaringly.

"Well those girls weren't your mate." I mumbled angrily.

"Well 'Ryan', isn't yours now is he?" He blurted putting emphasis on Ryan's name. His deeper blue eyes locked on mine and I couldn't read his emotions, I could only feel the sparks of electricity running through my veins and my heart beating faster.

"Your right, he's not my mate. But he is my second chance." I sighed trying to calm my heart beat down out of fear he could head it beating out my chest.

"Why do you even need a second chance? Your 16 Adalaid, the last thing you should be worried about is love." He sighed breaking our eye contact to shake his head and turn away.

"I need a second chance because you wouldnt give me a first one." I snapped irritated. Eric's eye looked up at me as if getting a glimpse of something he thought he shouldn't be seeing. His cheeks grew red with bluch and his eyes light up like bright blue suns.

"I have alot on my back right now. I have to be a strong Alpha, I have to prove to my dad I can do this Alpha thing. Show him im not as big of a disappointment as he thinks I am. I just couldn't put a relationship on my plate Adster, im sorry. Really I am." He sighed.

"You know what? If you hadn't hurt me so damn badly I might actually accept your fucking apology, too bad you did. It's too late to be sorry." I sighed preparing myself to walk away but I felt him jerking me back by my hand. His blue eyes now looking like hurt shallow waters as they peered down at me.

"Well maybe I can prove it to you this way " he sighed before pressing his lips to mine. For a moment I pushed away but the thick electricity and love pushed into made me want to kiss back. My heart began to pound uncontrollably as my wolf yelped in excitement. Small goosebumos emerged from my skin as I placed my hands onto his chest. His kiss tasted sweet, like a small slice of Heaven cut out and spiced with only sweets. His tongue slip softly over my bottom lips as he bit it wanting permission to explore my mouth with his own as he placed his strong hands on my back pulling me deeper in. I started to weaken as my resolve began to wither away from under me, I so badly wanted to deepen the kiss but I knew it was a set up. His kiss was just a intoxicating poison.

I used my hands to push away from him with all my strength. I rushed to my car not bothering to look back as I sped to Cassidy's house. Why? Why does Eric have to do this to me!? Ryan is gonna hate me when he finds out, rumors spread around this town like wildfire!!

What have I done!?

PICTURE IS ERIC!!

(A/N: Sorry this took forever, I just had soo many ideas at once I didnt know which one I wanted to post until yesterday -.- I hope you guys really like this though, comment what you think okay:) I LOVE ALL MY READERS!!! You guys are flipping amazing and Thank you, each and every single one of you, for reading:) BTW Are you team Ryan or team Eric? Do you believe in second chances or tht you only get one mate in life? DONT FORGET TO VOTE/COMMENT/FAN/KEEP READING:)

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