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Lost

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----------------------------------------------I wake up and everything looks like it's spinning. It was dark outside, I could tell. But I could also tell that we are upside down, in a ditch.

"Sky?" I say but it hurts to talk.

She doesn't response.

"Sky?!" I say crying.

I unbuckle myself and I shake her. She has blood everywhere I could see. There's glass everywhere and its the reason she's bleeding.

"Sky?" I say rubbing her forehead as my tears fall on her face.

"No no no no!" I say holding her.

I unbuckle her seatbelt and turn around to get out. It's really difficult to get out of an upside down car, and it's also painful. I managed to get out and I run to the other side. I trip a couple times because of the darkness. I open her door and carefully grab her and carry her out. I looked at her and cried. She can't be dead. I lay her on the found and put my head on her chest to see if she's breathing. Unfortunately, I don't hear anything.

"Fuck! No this isn't happening!" I scream and grab my phone to call 9-1-1. I get back down on the ground to hold her as the phone rings. I put my hand on her mouth to feel any air but there is none.

"Hello?" The person on the phone says.

"My girlfriend is dying I think. I don't know what happened. I don't know where I am. But I need your help now!" I cry.

"Sir, is there any information you can give us," she said

"Umm, we crashed in a ditch, or we got hit but hurry up, she's not breathing!" I yell

"An ambulance is on the way. Just stay calm and try to get her to breath alright? Everything is going to be fine."

"Okay," I cry

"Stay on the phone," the lady said but it's so hard to stay on the phone with someone and try to get someone to breathe again at the same time. I set the phone on the ground and put it on speaker. I put my lips on her's and begin trying to push air back into her.

"Sir, are you there?" I hear.

"Yeah-I'm trying to-to get her to breathe." I cry.

"Keep doing what your doing. It's working I promise." I hear her say.

I know she's just trying to make me feel better and I know it's not working. This is the moment when I realize this is the end. Skylynn is dead. And it's all my fault. Everything is my fault. I put her in this position. I hate myself. I'm never going to be able to look in the mirror without seeing a murderer. I should just kill myself. There's no other option. Number one, I don't deserve to live anymore, number two, I'll be with Skylynn.

I suddenly hear the ambulance coming.

"THANK GOD!" I say and put my hands together symbolizing me praying. The ambulance pulls next to us and gets the stretcher out.

"Hurry hurry!" I hear.

Everything about this day has got my nerves shot and it's making me feel dizzy. I started to see double and everything went black...again.

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I wake up in a hospital bed. What happened? Why am I here? I try to get up but the cords attached to me stopped me.

"No, no, no. You need to rest," I hear the doctor say looking at me standing up when I shouldn't be.

"Tell me why I'm here, what happened, and where the hell my girlfriend is at? Is she okay?"

"First and second question, your hurt, third question, I don't know yet, the results hasn't came out yet," the doctor says.

"What the hell? Is she breathing?!" I yell

"Grayson," the doctor says coming to me and putting me back on the bed and covers me up.

"You just need to rest," he says

"Answer my question first" I tell him

"We are doing our best,"

"ANSWER ME!" I interrupt

"Yes she's breathing but she's in a coma." He said

"A coma..? A coma!" I yell

"This isn't right, I need to see her!" I tell him

"You will, just not right now,"

"No, right now," I demand

"I'm afraid that can't happen," he said. I was getting so pissed. I just want to see her, that's all!

"I just want to see her.." I say almost crying.

"She will be alright, just rest for awhile and I promise, you'll get to see her." He says. I nod and fall back asleep.

*********2 days later ***************

I'm recovering which is good but is Sky? I haven't seen her in only 2 days but it feels like an eternity, and it's making me go crazy. Over these past days I've already gotten into 3 fights with 3 different doctors. I'm ready to see my baby now! Today! The doctor said I could and I literally can't wait.

The doctor came in and told me it was time to see her. I nodded and he got my wheel chair. We started to go around the corner and reached her door. This is the moment I have been waiting for, I just can't wait to see her! He opens the door and I see her looking at the wall.

"Baby!" I say and get up even though it hurts and I'm not supposed to get up, but I'm sure the doctor understood and let me do it.

I limped a little over to her and kissed her and hugged her.

"Oh you look so beautiful baby," I say looking at her.

She continues to look at the wall.

"Umm, so when will she recover?" I ask the doctor curious about why she isn't talking.

"We don't know an exact date," he says and he doesn't look right, in a way. I don't want to know why he's acting uneasy, I'm just trying to see the best in things right now.

"Baby, I can't wait until you recover," I say, then I look at the doctor, "whenever that is" I add.

I look back at her.

"We going to have so much fun. We're going on vacation babe, just you, me, Oliver, and the road."

I look at her to see if she is even listening. Why is this? Is she mad?

"Grayson, I'm afraid there's some not so good news that I have to tell you," he says sighing.

I don't want to know though. I was hoping for Sky and I to just leave and never look back...I nod and go outside her room and he takes me to the side.

"Why isn't she talking?" I ask him. I had my hands in my pockets and I was crossing my fingers, hoping for a reasonable explanation.

"Grayson, I'm so sorry," he says and I already know crossing my fingers is no use but I continue to do it as my heart beats out of my chest. I'm so afraid of what he had to tell me I just wish I could rewind everything.

"Skylynn, lost all her memory."

My heart hit the floor and a tear rolled down my cheek.

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