the locker room

The truth sucks!

I'm so sorry I take forever for uploads and just to let you know this is really short! Please don't hate me and you all must read my tid-bit at the end please!

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I drove for what seemed like just minutes because thinking of Anna and all of the time we spent together warped time completely.

I reluctantly found myself outside of my house debating wether or not I should enter my house knowing Anna is in there and have a sleepless night again or just continue driving around town.

I finally came to the conclusion that I am not a coward and I will not run from my own home.

Every single step toward the front porch made my heart beat faster and my stomach sink lower and lower. I braced myself for whatever might come next.

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Anna's POV

"chris!" I scowled at a sheepishly smiling chris.

"I didn't do anything!" was his brilliant response. All day chris had been trying to make me smile and laugh but I knew the only person I wanted to do that was Parker.

When I locked eyes with Parker in the parking lot it was if I forgot how to breath so I just stopped breathing completely. When Chris grabbed me from behind and started tickling me the moment Parker and I shared was long gone and by the time I broke away from Chris, so was Parker.

"chris I told you to stop bugging me. I am totally fine." lie lie lie lie! And chris knew it too.

"if you're fine why did it take everything in my power to get you to laugh today?" chris raised his eyes at me skeptically.

"because you're not funny" then I stuck my tongue out looking like a complete child.

"real mature" chris scoffed and started hauling me towards the school. I suddenly didn't want to go to school at all.

"chris? Do you think Parker hates me?" I looked into chris's eyes begging for an answer that would make me feel in the slightest bit better.

Chris sighed and gripped my shoulders firmly so I would be forced to look into his eyes "Anna I'm only going to say this once so listen very closely. Parker is uncontrollably, and undeniably In.Love.With.You."

"but-" I was going to disagree and bring forth verbal evidence that Chris already knew because I told him everything about mine and Parkers break-up.

He held up his hand to silence me. "how about I take you home and you can tell Parker how much you still love him?" I just stared at Chris in utter shock.

"Chris, I can't." I felt the tears that had kept me awake all night last night coming back forcing me to shrink into Chris' warm embrace.

"stop being such a baby and let's take you home" chris squeezed me arms and pushed me out in front of him to look into my eyes "okay?"

"it'll be easier when he leaves if he hates me" I let some tears fall not even wanting too look at chris because I felt like such a coward.

"he could never hate you"

"you didn't see the look in his eyes chris he despises me. The love of my life completely and utterly hates me!" I sobbed again for the millionth time that day.

"come on Anna just tell him how you feel. Explain all that stuff that you just told me. He'll understand and I know for a fact that he doesn't hate you" chris gave a warm smile even though I could see the sadness behind it.

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I hate life right now because I'm so busy! I know, I know lame excuse but medical terminology is freaking hard! I might know what "tachy" or "carcin" means now but I made over 145 flash adds and there were only 44 questions on the darn quiz! Anyway sorry.

But I have good news! I am currently writing another story that I personally think is even better than this one and my fans are going to be the first ones to read the first chappie!! Then you can of course give me feedback. See there is a plus to being my fan. Haha

I will also need your guy's definition of love which will be featured in my story and also I will make a character from you to put in there as well! I'm excited to hear what you will come up with!

Have a goodnight or day depending on when you are reading this.

Thanks!

-ski