Our Broken Love Story |Oh Sehun| - SLOW UPDATES

II.

Jin-Ah's POV

I woke up bright and early the next day, so I could take a long shower to cleanse my nervous body. I picked the perfect outfit, although I would be changing a lot throughout the day. I kissed Young Shik goodbye, then grabbed a cab to the agency. As Director Gae had promised, there was a van waiting to take Jez and I to the photoshoot location.

I met with Director Gae, then set off with Jez. On the way, Jez and I spent the time getting to know each other better. We actually had a lot more in common than I thought, making it feel like we were sisters even though we weren't even related. A few minutes later, we had arrived.

Making our way quickly inside, we found the set and I was instantly thrown into hair and makeup, the artists wasting no time in attacking my face. I sat in a chair for two hours before they were finally done. I gasped in awe when I looked at myself in the mirror. I was a completely different person. Beautiful actually. I just couldn't believe it was actually my face I was looking at.

While continuing to stare at myself, I was notified that the other models I would be working with had arrived. I put on my best smile and made my way out of the styling room, before running right back inside.

My heart began to race as I hid behind the door. "What the hell are they doing here?" I said aloud, beginning to hyperventilate as I leaned against the wall. Gathering my composure, I decided to just pretend I didn't recognize them. Pretend that I never even knew them in the first place. Pretend I never dated him. Pretend I never loved him. Easier said than done.

I looked in the mirror one last time and then walked confidently out of the styling room. All nine boys stared at me, wide eyes, open mouths. I smiled slightly, pretending it was the first time I'd ever seen them. I bowed to each of them, but eventually my eyes traveled to the one person I wished I wouldn't see for a long time.

Oh Sehun.

He had a look of surprise in his eyes, but he tried to convey his feelings, although I could almost feel the sadness and anger rolling off of him in waves. "Annyeonghaseyo, Sun Jin Ah-imnida. It's very nice meeting all of you. I hope we work well together." I said, before allowing my photographer to introduce myself, though the nine boys were all focused on me.

They didn't say anything and it was hard to keep my gaze off of them and him, but I was trying very hard. It was amazing that no one could feel the tension between us. Jez suddenly clapped her hands together, making me jump slightly.

"Let's get to work. Boys, go and get ready while I take some sample shots of Jin-Ah." She said and they all nodded, while I positioned myself in front of the camera. It almost felt like a second home now.

It was ten minutes into the sample shooting when the boys returned from getting dressed and getting their hair done. They watched as I posed, as I laughed happily when Jez told me jokes. "Okay, now enter, Sehun." Jez said, directing the blonde-haired boy over to me. I froze slightly, but managed to smile.

Jez fixed us into a position where Sehun was holding me while I hung upside down, like the last position in the tango or something like that. As Sehun got me into position, he leaned down and whispered in my ear, making my heart crack a little. "I missed you." He pulled back, giving me a small, sad smile. I could see the tears glistening in his eyes.

I continued my act, swallowing the lump in my throat. "Mianhaeyo. I don't know who you are. I've never met you before in my life." I said and he nodded, sighing slightly. He probably knew I was lying, but he didn't seem to have the energy to call me on it. I hated myself a little more.

Jez took three shots, before telling Suho to replace Sehun. She had Suho and I place our foreheads together, close our eyes, and smile. Talk about awkward. I wanted to crawl into a hole and die, literally. The day continued on. The boys took turns taking pictures with me while I could feel the gaze of one person every shot.

Eventually, lunch break was called and I hurried back into my dressing room, returning to my old clothes and sitting hastily in the makeup chair. I suddenly heard the door being opened and I jumped up, my eyes widening when I saw it was Sehun. He closed the door behind him, leaving us alone. I gulped nervously.

"What are you doing? You c-can't just come in here." I said, trying to keep a stern voice when really I was mess inside. He just stared at me, his eyes holding sadness. Sadness that I had caused.

"Why are you lying, Jin-Ah? I can read you like a book, you know. I know when you're lying." He said and I sighed shakily, looking away and leaning against the counter. "I could tell you were lying that day. I can tell you're lying now. Stop the act, I know you know who I am." He said bitterly, while I continued staring at the floor.

"Mianhae, Sehun-ah. I didn't want to make things harder for us, so I wanted to pretend nothing ever happened between us." I said. "I've moved on, Sehun, I hope you have too." I said and he laughed slightly.

"Like I could ever move on from you. You were my world, Jin-Ah. Why did you throw us away?" He asked and I sighed.

"I had no choice." I said bitterly, but before he could answer, Jez knocked on the door, saying I only had five minutes. Thankfully, she didn't open it.

"You can go now, Sehun. I have to get ready for the shoot again." I said and he nodded, though it looked like he didn't want to leave. I heard the door close and I let out a huge sigh. How the hell am I supposed to get through the week?

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It was towards the end of the day. I was looking over the pictures with Jez, picking the ones I liked the best, when suddenly strong arms wrapped around my waist. I knew who it was and I couldn't help but smile. I turned around to see Young Shik's smiling face.

"What are you doing here?" I asked and he shrugged, slowly giving me a soft kiss on the lips.

"I had some time after shooting, so I thought I'd come surprise you. You're surprised, right?" He asked and I nodded, happily, pulling him in for another small kiss, but I could still feel the eyes of a certain person on my back.