It is hard to confront an ex-girlfriend right after a break-up that nearly sabotaged my life.
Sabotaging my life is next to suicide. Suicide means the end of a dreamy relationship I had with Katherine.
"Katherine..." Saying her name makes my heart stop. She invaded my system like she is some sort of a drug and I became so addicted that I could not let go of her.
She made it seem so easy when she broke up with me - like we never shared happy moments together, meaningful conversations, and endless laughter.
"It's the end, Damon." Just like that. No lame excuses. No lies. I do not know if the idea that I would want her not to change me is the main reason or not. Of course, I know she is a vampire. She told me that from the very start. I let her suck out my blood like I would not run out of it. I feel like I'm a blood bank in our relationship, but, nevertheless, I never felt sorry for loving her. She was the one I needed to save me from my pathetic life.
"Pathetic is so not you, Damon." She would always say that to me whenever I let out my rants to her.
"I feel so alive when I'm with you. Being a vampire is the death of everything, but, you made me feel so deadly alive." She would always say the best things whenever I feel all out of my life.
"Deadly alive - What a perfect phrase to describe you, Katherine."
Sweet nothings ended. Talks stopped. Moments ceased to happen.
We broke up. I do not know how to handle this. I do not know what to do. I do not know where to start.
My heart would not accept this. We broke up. My heart refuses to accept this idea of not having Katherine around.
So, I thought of a plan...
"Stefan. I want you to meet Katherine. " I said as we entered Mystic Grill.
