Help me [ A Xiuchen ff]

Chapter 1

Xiumin pov
     Don't you have those days where you don't care about anything? Well for me it happens to be today then again it's every day, why do I even bother to complain.
      Today is going to be another day that I have to spend at home just because my parents don't like my friends, yet they want me to make friends does it make sense. I find it funny how everyone except my best friends thinks I have a wonderful life at home.
    I wonder what my place in society is, or what I'm going to do with my life. I went downstairs to get food when I heard my parents arguing again over the same thing. Oh, how I wish they should get a divorce it would be better for me even if it hurts me. When I entered the kitchen the quiet down.
      "Hey son, how did you sleep," my mom said with a fake smile. Dad just ignored me it hurts you know, anyway turned to my mom and gave her a small nod. When I went to get breakfast I heard my dad say "you are getting fat don't you think? I mean no would like a pig after all." I ignored him and still ate but a small portion, when I was done I put the dish in the sink went to my room.
     I heard my phone ring when I went to grab it I saw it was Luhan calling.  "Hey Xiu, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with the guys and me." I stayed quiet for a second and remembered my parents grounded me for something I didn't do. "I'm sorry Lu-ge," I said, "my parents grounded me for something I didn't do, you know like always."  "Dang really, why don't you tell them how you hate how they are towards you?" he asked. "Because you know how they are, I can't have a normal conversation with them," I said sighing then I heard someone coming to my room. "I'll call you later Lu," I said and hung up.
    Then my door opened in came my parents. "Son we want to talk to you," they said. They looked at each other and then they turned back to me. "Your mother and I decided to get a divorce," said my dad. "We wanted to let you know that's all," added my mother and then both of them walk out of my room
    I put my headphones on and turned my music on. Music's the only way I can ignore the world and think about how can I make my parents proud of me for being something in society. Thank god today is Saturday, so I won't have to face the guys crying. I know if the guys see me crying they would probably ask me what's wrong and I don't want them to worry about me when they have their own problem. I don't want to be a burden to them. Then I heard my favorite song, I like this song because it explains my life. It sucks being an only child because then you don't have anyone to talk to or tell them your secret.
     I wonder what the future is going to hold for me. Will ever meet my soulmate as everyone call them. Or will I run away like I always planned on doing, anyway I'll just have to wait and see what fate will bring me?
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A/N
I hope you enjoy this chapter.
Basically, it's explaining Xiumin everyday life 😁
I'll update Chen's everyday life tomorrow or next week 😊
I'm sorry for any grammar errors 😅