Help me [ A Xiuchen ff]

Chapter 3

Xiumin pov

I woke up to screaming again... ugh can't they just stop, anyway, they are going to get a divorce anyway. Once I was done getting ready I went downstairs. Once I reached the bottom of the stairs  heard my dad say "why did you have that worthless son of yours." You know how much it hurts when the one person you always looked up to when you were younger.
     I walk quietly towards the door once I got there, I ran outside and to the park. I waited for the guys to show up, for right now I'll just listen to music. "Xiumin!," I got tackled by an excited Luhan. Then he started to hug me tight that couldn't breathe, but then again I should be used to this. "Luhan let the poor guy breath," said Kyungsoo, I'm grateful for having this weirdo as my friends.
     I hung out with the guys all day it's was really fun, until I got a phone call. "Get your *ss back home right now," said my dad pissed off, "I know you are hanging out with that piece of sh*ts right now." I looked at the guys who heard everything and said that I have to leave, or I'll get in trouble again. They decide to walk me home because they want to make sure I save which that never happens when my mom is out.
     Once we reached my house I turned to them and forced a smile told them I'll see them tomorrow at school. Luhan didn't want to let go of me he even started crying, so the guys had to pull him off me. I think he is starting to catch on with what is going on. I waved at them and ran inside only to be met by a really pissed of dad.
     After I got my beating I limped upstairs. I bet you didn't know my dad beats me up for any little mistake I do well now you do. No one knows what I go through.  At school, I act like I'm happy to live life, but in reality, I'm not. I mean who would like to live in a place were they abuse you both mentally and physically I know I don't. I laid on my bed listening to music it's the only way I can cope with this hell I call home.
    I started to think about life and how I wish I was born into a family that loves me no matter what. But I guess you can never get what you wish for. Why is life being like this to me? What can I do to change my life around so I won't suffer anymore? These question always keep running in my head. I wish I had the answer to all of them.
     Tomorrow is the day I start acting happy again, so one gets worried over me. I hope someone can come an rescue me when I'm close to giving up on myself. I know that the guys believe in me and I know they know I can get through it, but what if I don't believe in myself how can I get through it.
      With that in mind, I got ready for bed. When I was about to fall asleep I heard footstep pass by my room and then I heard "I hope you die worthless piece of sh*t." I can't believe he said that I still have hope my dad still cares about me. I started to get sleepy with everything that happened I think whoever gave me life really must hate me.
      Wish me luck at school I hope I don't run into someone that is full of themselves. I hope my mom comes back and takes me with her so I won't suffer any more with this man I call dad.
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