Lost Battle

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Yes I was afraid,
Afraid of the devil that takes over me,
It weighs upon my heart as a teardrop escapes,

It takes away my rational thinking,
It takes away the very existence of presence of mind,
It takes away the faith that I have  mustered in all these years,
In just a blink of an eye.

All the pain buried deep ,surfaces back,
The memories that I thought would never matter to me again,now were piercing holes into my heart,
I fought with the monster but failed miserably,
Maybe it is a lot worse than i think , Maybe i just don't want to fight anymore.

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