Goddammit Benjamin, you're not going to ruin another perfectly good thing for me. Not again. Every time I'm happy with my life, you come around and get me all twisted up with your piercing green eyes and those addictingly soft lips. It is completely unfair that when I need you, you're nowhere to be found. But the second you feel alone, you come running and I take you every single time.
Don't you get it, Ben? I still love you. Which is precisely the reason why I cannot be with you like this. Why I never can.
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Things About Ben
Non-FictionWe were destructive and perfect and everything that anyone ever longed for. Except, I loved you, and you just wanted to not be lonely anymore. These are all the things I wish I could say to you.
