As I Lay Here In Silence

As shoking as it is it's love.

As I stand there, He satires at me. I want to break the silence between us. I want to end it. I can't. I was asked. I have to act like I don't know.
"Hello. It's nice me-me-meeting you."
"Heh. What's wrong with you."
He walks closer to me in a slow motion. He extends his arm around my shoulders and grabs me. "I've missed you." He whispers into my ear. He gets closer to me. His hand holding me and his other hand rested on my back. His knee touches my thigh.
"Um sir. I'm sorry but can you step back a bit? I have to get ready."
"Hara? It's me. Thomas."
"Yes. Sir I've seen your request and I know your name, But thank you for telling me."
Man. I was scared. I was shaking. I think he knew I was lying. He could read me. He could read all my movements. Every single thing.
I exited the room to enter the bathroom. I take a short shower.

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"Are you ready Thomas?"
"I've been waiting. I hope this'll be good."
"It's always good. My customers have agreed as well."
When I made that comment his eyes widened. He got angry. I could tell. He got up and rushed to me. He grabbed me.
"What are you doing?"
"Well. Isn't this part of your job?"
"Well yes. Yes it is, but I'm the one who leads."
He didn't listen to me. I could tell from his blood thirsty eyes he wanted to lead. I could tell what he want. I know what he wants.
"Are you ready? Well than. I'll begin"

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He rested his pink and slightly pale lips onto mine. My whole world went blank.

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Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?
I have nothing to say.

Sayonara!