As I Lay Here In Silence

He who holds the key.

                *back to present time*

As he began to kiss, I flinched. I wondered if he noticed that I was nervous to the max. I close my eyes hoping it will end in a few more seconds..........but it didn't. He slipped his tongue into my mouth. He swung it around my mouth and kept kissing me until I lost feelings of my legs. My hands were on his shoulders holding them for support. He held my back and brought me closer to him. He stopped after a few minutes.
"Are you okay Hara?"
"Ya-yah. Yah I-I'm fine."
"Should we move on to the bed?"
"N-no I need t-to clean up-p."
"That's fine. Hara. I want to fuck you right now."
I looked at him in shock. He was serious. He looked at me with his eyebrows frowned in. I look at him back and repeat myself.
"I need to clean up first for a better experience. It's also part of my jobs rules."
As I say that I ran into the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I raise my arm onto my chest and feel my heart beat. I could feel the thumping of my heart to the point where it felt like it was in my hand. I gave myself one minute to regain my consciousness. I went to the bathroom to clean my body. I turned on the lukewarm water. I began to rinse my hair and body.

*15 minutes later*

I exit the bathroom to only get greeted by Thomas' half naked body on the bed. He looked like he was asleep. I slowly go over to the bed and bend down to check if he's really asleep. His eyes are closed and he's breathing lightly. I rise up and look at the clock which read "11:42 pm". I look at Thomas once again. He looked cold. I tried to pull the covers over him but I felt something grab my forearm. It was Thomas. He pulled me down next to him.
"What were you trying to do?"
"Uh uh oh I was um I was pulling the covers over you."
"Heh. Aren't we supposed to be doing something else. Hara."
"Y-you looked tired and I didn't want to wake y-you up so-"
He pressed his lips on mine. His hands lowered to my thighs and into my clothes. He began to feel around my body. His warm touch on my cold skin felt nice. His tongue slipped into my mouth again and he kept touching me. He got up and hovered over me. He came down onto me and began to do it all over again. At the time all I could think of was the spots he touched. Where they became warm once he dragged his fingers across them. I ran my fingers through his soft dark straight hair. I opened my eyes and saw his amazing body. It was defined and soft as well.
"Hara. Close your eyes. I'm going to make you fell good. Heh."
As he said that, I listened. I closed my eyes and he began to touch me even more. His warm body pressing against mine was a memory that could never be forgotten.

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Sayonara!