Mithzan X Reader Drama Creator

CHAPTER 5: WAIT WHAT?!!?

"I was wondering if you would... uh..."
"Max what is it I'm very tired and I want to sleep"
"N-Never mind " with that he hung up
You go back to sleep

You wake up and it is 5:45am you get outta bed and go down stairs and see jack in the living room and mark in the kitchen you walk over to the kitchen and see what mark is up to
"Good morning" you said
Jack came into the kitchen and was walking into the table
"Morning did u sleep well?" Asked mark
"Yea but max called me at 3:30 in the morning and was gonna ask me something but then hung up"
"Who's max?" They asked at the same time
" a friend from the offices that I work at.... Why?"
"Oh uh nuthing just wanted to know"
"Yea.. Anyway.. How did u sleep jack?"
"Eh alright"
"Mk so about last night.. Why did u guys kiss my cheeks?"
They just smiled witch made u a little mad but made u feel like you didn't want them to stahp smiling
You brushed it off and went to the room and got clothes and took a shower
You wore a falling in reverse T-shirt a bra ,underwear, black and white socks, black skinny jeans, and one white and one black vans. You walked out put the dirty chlothes away and went downstairs and sat in the middle of the couch cuz why not?
Jack walked over and sat on your left.
You were on YouTube on your phone and was watching a vanoss video ,you loved his laugh it was a prop hunt video with mini, Brock,wildcat,dahti,(imma call him David tho)... , and Brian. During the video mini was a desk stuck in the wall and vanoss yelled "gotcha bitch" when he killed mini. You laughed . jack asked if he could watch so u gave him a earbud and he was just laughing and couldn't concentrate on what they were doing
Mark then walked in and sat next to us he turned on the TV and I told jack I was going to the restroom. You took your phone you just stared at yourself in the mirror then you had a flash back
Flashback
You were in the 8th grade you had a major crush on Colton but he had just gotten a girlfriend and you started to loose feelings for him but then you met Skylar J. He made you forget what it was like to have pain. It was like he was your pain killer. One day he asked you out you happly said yes but sierra found out he was just using you to make his ex jealous. Then the pain came back the sadness that was gone u broke up with him and you were in your bathroom crying, sierra was at the dorr trying to open it you had locked it you had broke the mirror and took a peace of glass to ur outer thigh
-cut- IM WORTHLESS
-cut- IM UNLOVED
-cut- IM A WAISTE OF TIME
-cut- I WAS A MISTAKE
-cut- THE POPULAR ARE RIGHT I SHOULD JUST KILL MYSELF IM UGLY IM A LOOSER NO BODY WILL EVER LIKE ME
-cut- -cut- -cut-
END FLASHBACK
You were on the floor crying mark and jack were still in the living room you ran into your room and slammed the door shut and locked it. Mark had tried to come in but failed he was asking if I was ok I didnt respond just my sobs got louder and louder. You sat next to the door and just yelled IM WORTHLESS
it went silent just then you heard mark viontly shake the door knob you unlocked it and mark charged in and picked you up and hugged you. You didn't deny it but you didn't really want to be touched .
"Mark put me down"
"No"
"Mark I said put me down"
"No"
"I'll hold my breath until you put me down " you start to hold your breath
"Fine" he put you Down and you ran to the kitchen table and just put in your earbuds and listen to painkiller by three days grace it was on repeat. You denboyfriend all day and you went to your room and locked the door and went to bed your phone was ringing and it was max you denied the call and texted him
"Hey max I don't wanna talk but we can text..."
"Oh ok what's wrong?"
"Nothing just was listing to music"
"Oh well anyway you ready for pax tomorrow"
"I forgot it was tomorrow.. Anyway I guess.I should get some rest good night max"
"Night (Y/N)"
You fell asleep and had a flashback during your dream
Flashback
You were in the bathroom bleeding you were about to pass out but before you did u unlocked the door and sierra ran in and wrapped up your leg before you passed out
"Why did u save me I dont wanna be alive!!"
"Because I wouldn't know how to live without you (y/n) you are my best friend every night we would look at the moon and I would always be happy because I had you to help me with my problems and I'm here to help you when. We looked at the moon I would spill out my problem and you were the solution I need you (y/n) and I'm not letting you go"
You hugged sierra and you were just in tears you needed her also.
She made me get her permission to date anyone .
She was the best person in the world. "Sierra?"
"Yea?"
"Will you stay with me no matter what? Even if I go away for a while?"
"Yes I will never leave you" she hugs you
END FLASH BACK