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Ugh so we just got home from the doctor today. What do you think the doctor said. Yes if you said bad news your right.
They said I only have 8months to live. Crying while saying it.

Just me and God talking.

Know to lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep if I should die before I wake God bless my mom , my sister , my brother, and my dad tell them that everything is okay and be thankful for the life we have today.

God its just me and you talking. I went to the doctor today and they gave me more bad news they said I only have 8more months to live. God  I ask am I better to leave this world or make this world a better place for everyone?

Crying myself  to sleep....

... the next morning

Do the same thing from yesterday. Looking in the bathroom mirror and see if anything happened. And yes it did I have no hair my hair is all over my bed.  Ugh omg TAYLOR tell me I still have hair. Taylor why aren't you telling me. Because sis you don't have it.

That's it I'm so mad ugh why can't it be someone else why dose it have to be me? I ran out the house crying I didn't tell no where I was going .

Running to the park where I go to get away from my problems. I see sometime coming close to sit down by me on the hill. And it was Taylor ... What Taylor what do you want and why the hell did u cut your hair.

First here is your medical stuff take it. Why do I have to ugh imma die anyway .  STOP" my sister yelled stop saying you will die okay your not.

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