''Who was that babe?''- i heard Zayn behind me.I was in deep shit.Very deep shit.I will start lying Zayn,and I don't want to.I love him.Yes,I can say I love him for the first time, and i don't want to lose him.He is the only one who cares for me in this world.He is the only person who said that he loves me the way I am.He was the first person who said that he loves me.After Leon.''U-uhm, nobody.''-i stopped for a second.''It was...uhm..a notification from twitter.''-I didn't know how to lie.But if I say him about Leon, he would kill him.''Oh,okay.''-he looked at me confused.Oh shit,what if he understood?I HATE LEON.''Zayn I'll go to buy starbucks for me,do you want to take one for you too?''- i asked.''Sure,i will come with you.''-he jumped from the bed.''NO,you can stay here,if you want,sure,...I'll go alone,bye''-I said as quckly as I could and dissapeared.'Come to the park,right.now.'- I messaged Leon.I just wanted to say him to get lost from my life and to leave me alone.Now,okay not now,but tomorrow I'll have boyfriend and I don't want to fight with him because of Leon.'Im there for 2 minutes love ;) xx'-He messaged back.'Stop calling me love.'-Why is he calling me love.Its not his right.Im not his love.'Sorry'-he messaged again.
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After a while he got there.''Look Leon.Just to know,I hate you so much from the bottom of my heart.So please get lost from my life ande leave me fucking alone!-I yelled.''Okay,love,calm do-'' ''NOT.LOVE''-i cutted him.''Sorry,but Anne I really,really love you.''-he said sadly.''Okay,so if I come on date with you,you'll leave me forever,deal?''-i asked.''Okay.''-he whispered.''in 8 i'll be here tonight.''-i said.''I'll pick you from home.''-he insisted.''NO,i said i'll come here.You don't need to come there.Bye for now.''-i said and left.I went to the Starbucks and then back home.It was 5 o'çlock.''So,you are coming tomorrow,will you?''-Zayn asked.''Where?''-I asked confused.''On date.Can I pick you at 8?''-he asked shyly.''Oh yeah,sure.''- i smiled.''Then it'll be great if I go home now.''-he smirked.'''Uh,okay then,babe.''-i said.''Bye,BABE''-he laughed.''What''-i smiled.''You've never told me 'babe'.''-he said.''Well,yeah,bye.''- i laughed with him.He kissed me on the cheek and dissapeared.It was nearly 7 and i started to get ready for tonight.I dressed up myself in a typical black t-shirt and jeans.I didn't want to look like i want go to that 'date' ,so i dressed like that.When i putted the lipstick and some make up i realized it was 7:50 o'clock.''Shit''-i said to myself, and runned out.I met Leon in the park and we went in a small café wich was my opinion because i didn't want to go in places where is full with people.''You look stunning.''-Leon said to me.''Okay''- i said.He looked cute too,but ...OKAY STOP IT .. I don't like him.I love Zayn and just him.This is just because of him, too.***The date was boring.If he asked me something i just answered with 'yes,no or okay'.When we were near to my house he stopped the car.''What happend?''-i asked.''Look,babe,i know i promised that i would leave you after this,but,you..you know i love you,and i can't...i just can't do that I'm so sorry but i love you.''-he said.''You jerk,you promised me.I believed you.''- i yelled.''Tell me how would you feel if you love somebody and that somebody hates you,what would you do?''-he asked.''If I love somebody and if I know that he hates me I'll just fuck off from his life and forget him.''- i said yelling the last part.''Well I'm not you,babe,sorry.''-he said coming nearer to me.''What are you doing''- i asked scared.''If you don't have nobody in your life,then why you are so insisting about not having me?''-he asked coming more near to me.''STOP IT!I have a boyfriend''- I yelled.''Woah,how,when,who?''-he pulled back.''You don't need to know,and please leave me to live my fucking life!''- I said.''Well,that will be harder.And if you want your 'boyfriend' to be alright,you would do what I say,princess.''-he smirked.''Just leave me alone and don't you try to get nearer to me again,stop messaging me and get lost you idiot!''- I yelled leaving his car.I can hear him saying ''Never''.
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After that stupid night, that should never happen,I came home crying.All night i was crying,yelling and cutting.I was back in my depressed life.I just wanted to have normal life,is that much?Why should my life always be like this.Im whole life like this.I've never had happy days.When Zayn appeared,my life was going on better.But after all this with Leon i feel like I'll never have happy life.I fell asleep with blood everywhere, like always.
*Zayn's P.O.V*
I can't wait for tomorrow.Im just so excited for the date with Anne.I love her so much.I-I can't explain my love for her.She is just so special and she makes everyone fell in love with her with that stunning smile,perfect body,wonderful character.''Hey,mate what's goin' on,why are you so excited?''- Liam asked me.''I have a date.''- i whispered into his ear.''Awe,that's cute.With Anne?''- he said.''Yeah,I can't wait.''- i said more louder.''What you can't wait Zaynieh?'' - Louis yelled from the bathroom.''Anne and our little Zaynie will be oficially dating from tomorrow guyss!''-Liam yelled happily.''Thanks Liam''-I said,little annoyed.''Oh,come on bro,they should know too.''- he said and then went back to the living room,so I.''Oh,Zayn bro when is the wedding?''-Niall said joking.''Soon''- i laughed,the others joined me.We watched a movie and i was bored so i texted Anne.I know its a little late but i miss her.'Hey,babe,how are ya? I miss you<3 xx Z'
*Anne's P.O.V*
'Hey,babe,how are ya? I miss you<3 xx Z'- Zayn texted me.I feel so bad for doing this to him.''Im such a bad person.I shouldn't live...''-I said to myself.One cut near to the veins.''I'm uselles...''The second more nearer.''i'm ..''. The last thing I saw was blood everywhere.The wall was red from blood,and my arms are bleeding.
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*Zayn's P.O.V*
I woke up early.Well,for me.It was actually 10 o'clock.After sending few messages to Anne, i get worried. I called her but nothing, so I decided to go to her flat.She didn't open the door so I opened it on my own.When I opened the door from her room I saw blood everywhere.She was lying in her bed like dead.I called the ambulance.They came and picked her into the van.I was near her shocked and all I could hear was the doctors yelling.''C'mon babe be strong,I'm here with you,please don't leave me.I can't live without you.''-I was crying and yelling to her.I knew she couldn't hear me.When we get into the hospital they tоok her into the surgery hall.I was waiting there like 8 hours,but for me that was whole year.Then the doctor came out.''How is she?Is she okay?Please tell me something?''- I yelled to him.After 1-2 minutes he started.''She........
