Or I'm not? (13)

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*Anne's P.O.V*

After that crazy night we all fell asleep in the living room.I woke up because of my phone.Message.From Leon.'If you want your boyfriend alive met me at the park in 12 today.love you Leon :*x'.Ugh I hate him.When my life went in perfect way he appeared in.Why there is always somebody who would ruin you life?And in mine that's Leon for sure.'Never in your wildest dreams! Fuck you!' - i messaged him back.And in the same i recieved new message.'I would fuck you with pleasure if you give me. ;)'- he messaged back.'What happened to that nice boy who 'loved me'?' - I sent him again.''Well, i love you,but please lets met at the park later,i have news about you.;)x' - 'You can't have news for me ;)'- 'Its about Zayn, you'll adore them ;* L xx'  . Uh,what can he have about Zayn?Should I met with him,or not?I'll go.I want to hear the news he got for me.It was nearly 12 so i got dressed and i went out.For 10 minutes i was there.Leon was there too.''Hello,love!''-he was about to hug me but I said ''go away'' and turned him back.''Tell me the'news'''.- i said not even looking at him.''There is not news,But please let me end!You know Anne i love you yeh?And that Zayn boy loves you.But my love is true Anne,always was and forever will be.Zayn is with you just because he feels sorry for you.He wants just to fuck you and then he would leave you alone.He would go with another girls, with models.Have you ever asked yourself why he is with you?You haven't,ha?Well thats naturally,you don't want to hear the true,Anne deal with it,he doesn't love you,he have noticed a pretty girl to fuck and then leave her.Why is he with you when he can have a lot of girls?Because he feels sorry for you,and you are his doll now,when you start to be boring he would kick you out from his life without sorry.Anne he is a star, stars don't fall in love so easy.Don't believe him.He doesn't love you.You are just his another doll.''-he ended.Now I feel like i have knife in my back.I believed him,i thought he really loves me.What if this is true?What if he leave me on half way?What if he just wants to fuck me and then leave me?''NO,no,no that can't be true.Zayn loves me!''-I yelled.''No,Anne he doesn't.Deal with it.''-Leon said.''You liar! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!''-I started kicking him on the chest and crying loud!''Shh,calm down babe,don't cry,I love you.''-he whispered while putting me in embrace.We were like that about 5 minutes.''No,you are liar,go away,I don't want to see you anymore''- I said and turned back to go home.On the way for home my phone ringed.It was Zayn.''Yes?''- i said.''Where are you babe?''-Zayn asked.''I'm out for a walk,I'll be home later.''-i said trying to look normal.''Uh okay,we'll go now,I'll go to pack and you do the same when you come home. And Yas said that she will go home too.''- he said.''Okay''-i said.''I love you''-Zayn said and then it hit me again.'Anne deal with it,he doesn't love you,',Leon's voice was in my head all the time.''Do you really?''-I asked him.''Yes,I do, I love you Anne,why are you asking?''-he asked.''N-no,no its nothing,I love you too,bye!''-i hung up.I hope he didn't notice me.I went home and fell asleep.After hours sleeping i finally woke up.I decided to call Zayn here.I wanted he to prove me that he really loves me.I called him and he came for 10 minutes.''What we'll do?''-I asked. '' Hmm,movies?''- he said happily.We watched Harry Potter,but Zayn fell asleep.So,nothing with my plan.Heh.Then I heard something.It was message on Zayn's phone.He woke up,and I pretended to sleep.'Heya bad boy.Had fun last night?Tomorrow at 12 come over here.Lisaaaah love xx <3'. - WOAH. 'You are very lucky girl she is not awake now ;), ok then i'll met you tomorrow, Z. - WOAH WOAH. Is this a dream or what?Please I want to be a dream.No,that can't be true.He doesn't cheat on me.He can't do that.He loved me...NO,Leon can't be right!But what if he is?OH GOD pelase don't let this to be true.I was still pretending that I sleep,while Zayn went on the other bed.I was thinkning whole night.And decided to follow Zayn tomorrow.I want to prove that he is not cheating on me.I want to believe that,but I can't.Something inside me is telling me that he really doesn't love me.It was nearly 10 in the morning.Zayn was still sleeping.I putted my Laptop on my legs and logged in, on twitter.I had million notifications,2 million new followers and 200 new direct messages.WOW.I went in my notifications.'Anne you slut stole my Zayn!'-oh,great.'Omg you are so pretty I love you so much'-nice one.'Leave Zayn alone,he doesn't love you!Don't you understand?' - thank you,a lot,you mad my day.'You are perfect,I love you!'-thank you.'Boringggg,some ideas what to do?'-I tweeted.'Fuck Zayn!' 'Eat' 'Fuck with Zayn maybe?' 'watch movies?' - 2 good-2 bad,that's good..'You dirty minded crazy mofos! :D'- I tweeted again.''Hey,love what are you doing?''-Zayn scared me.''You scared me!''-i yelled.''Sorry,I didn't mean.''-he tried to kiss me but i pulled him back:-''Nothing.'' ''What's the problem?''-he asked confused.''Its nothing.''- i said simply.''Its not nothing,tell me babe.''-he whispered.''I said nothing Zayn damn,nothing.''-I yelled.''Wow,babe calm down.Did the fans upset you?''-he asked.''no,Zayn,im okay,im just little tired.''- I said trying not to let tears fall down my cheek.''Okay baby,you don't have to tell me then.''-he said sadly.''I'll go now,i have work,I'll come for 1 or 2 hours and you get ready for tonight.Our flight is in 10.''-he said kissing me and leaving.''Oh,yeah.I know what's your job,to go to fuck other girls,isn't it?''-i whispered to myself,and thanks god he didn't hear me.It was nearly 12.I got dressed as quickly as i could and went after Zayn.I got in taxi.''Follow that black car.''-I said and the driver nodded.We were going him in some really unfamiliar streets.Then he stopped.''It's enough,wait me here,I'll come for 5 minutes.''-i said to the driver giving him his money.I saw Zayn ringing on bell,then one very pretty tall,blonde girl appeared on the door.She said something then they hugged.THEY HUGGED.Okay,calm down.They sat in her yard.They were talking little then she kissed him.She kissed him.I couldn't believe.Everything was happening in slow motion.And Leon wasn't lying.Then I showed myself.''This is your work,isn't it?''- I said trying not to cry,but it was late.Tears fell down my cheek.''Anne,wait I can expla-.''-i cutted him.''You don't have to.''

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