I heard knocking on the door. That woke me up. I was fallen asleep, crying. ''Yeah?'' - i asked weakly. '' Anne, can i come in?'' - Liam said. ''yes'' - I answered. He came in. ''How is he?''- i asked about Zayn. I know he is still mad at me. " He is very angry." - Liam said. "i love him " - i whispered. "he thinks that Leon is your secretly boyfriend " - he said. " i know, but that's not true Liam i love Zayn i can't do something like that to him, and Leon is my friend." - i said almost crying. " do you want to be with him again?" - he asked. "so much, i even forgot about how he slapped me if Harry didn't stop him." - i said and his jaw dropped. " What?" - he asked. "They didn't told you?" - i asked him again. " nope.." - he said. I started feeling ill. I runned into the WC and vomited. Liam came after me. "Anne are you okay?" - he asked. "nope, im not feeling very well this morning." - i said. " I'll go and take pills for you, you stay home." - he said. But what if... no, no...... i can't be pregnant. But Zayn didn't use anything as i remember. Oh shit. " no I'll go by myself, I need to walk." - I said. I put some make up on me and took my headphones and got out. It was raining. I put beanie and the headphones. The first song was Little things, then Whenever you are and then i had to pause it because i was at the pharmacy. "What do you need, young lady? - about 53 years old women asked me. " Paracetamol and .... umm ... pregnancy test." - i said feeling embarrased. But the women didn't made any face, as the others, she smiled and gave me what i needed. "Thanks," - i said as i paid and get out. When i got home i locked myself in the WC. I did everything i should and now i am waiting for the result. After 5 minutes it finally show up. Positive. Im gonna have baby. Im pregnant. Im gonna become mother....While i was thinking about the future with my baby,I thought about Zayn......My baby is going to grow up without dad. I started crying... I heard knock at the door. "Ann are you okay?" - Liam asked, as he was the only one here with me..the others are with Zayn obviously. Liam didn't know about that night. Nobody knew. Just me and Zayn. Now everybody will know that im pregnant and that he fucked me and then left.... I stood up and opened the door. I hugged Liam cause i needed that hug now so much. Liam saw the pregnancy test. "Shh, it will be okay." - he said, trying to make me feel better. "No, it won't! Zayn hates me and I am pregnant with his baby! " - i shouted kicking him on the shoulders.*** After a while i fell asleep. I dont even know how.
*Liam's P.O.V*
Anne finally fell asleep so i had a chance to call Zayn. "Yes?" - he said. "Zayn, don't you think that you should apologize to Anne?" - i asked him. "Me? Why me?" - he laughed. "Zayn, she is not good, you need to talk, seriously." - i said to him. "who cares" - he said. " you do, by the way i didnt know you were the type of guy who fuck and leave " - i said getting more serious. " i loved her. " - he said. "well if you loved her just 2 % you'll talk with her! " - i yelled. "okay , I'll try, tell her for half an hour i'll come there, to pick up the stuff i've let there." - he said and i hung up. Anne looked perfect. She was wearing Zayn's superman t-shirt. But i had to woke her up. "Ann, wake up beauty, Zayn will come here for about 30 minutes to pick up some stuff, you have to tell him then. Its now ..... or never. " - I told her. She woke up and got ready. The door bell ringed. "Open it, I'll be in the kitchen." - I said. "No, stay here. Im afraid! He might hurt me and my baby."- she said. "He won't. " - i said and went in the kitchen.
*Anne's P.O.V*
I opened the door and i saw Zayn standing infront of me. He got in not even saying something. He took his stuff and finally stopped. "Zayn, look, Im sorry because you think like that.." - i said. ''Don't talk about that, Anne, you don't have to... its over, get over it.''- he said. "Remember when we talked about having baby.."- i tried to say but I started crying." Yeah, i remember. And its better that we don't have."- he said looking straight in my eyes. Then he left. He left. I stood there watching Liam running behind him. And he said..... Zayn said it was better that we don't have baby. Better. That. We. Don't. Have. And I have. Yep I do. Because i won't let him see the baby. He didn't want to. Its his fault that he won't know. And It will be better if he is not near me and the baby. I don't want to be near that asshole,and its better for the baby if we go from here. Its better if we go in Macedonia, he won't know, he doesn't know about where I am from,hah,he didn't even ask...But I'll go there so he can't find us. Me, Leon and my baby.
*Liam's P.O.V*
I heard what he said. I couldn't believe to my own ears. And i couldn't believe he went out. I runned behind him taking him on the wirst. "Zayn, wait." - i said. " I couldn't bro, i couldn't watch her in the eyes, cause everytime i see her in the eyes the thought that she has fucked with that bastard who tried to rape her, is coming on my mind." - he said. "Zayn i need to tell you something, Its very inportant."- i said. " i don't want to hear if its about her!"- he yelled, enough for Anne to hear. Then i punched him in the face. But he deserved it! After saying this very hurtful words to pregnant girl, even for me, he really deserved that. I came in then to see how is Anne cause i don't believe she is good. But nah she was drinking tea and sitting on the laptop. No crying. "Anne are you okay?" - I asked. "Yes, im okay. I know you expected for me to cry but, why would i cry for someone who doesn't give a fuck about me?" - she said.
*Anne's P.O.V*
I tweeted : " Its not worth to cry for someone who doesn't give sh*t about you." After that I recieved a lot of hate. But i don't care. I was ready to go through everything just for him to be happy: his family, his fans, everything, but he doesn't care. Neither do I anymore. I bought ticket for Macedonia so I am leaving in Friday morning. I have time to be in my favourite town for the last time four days. Then i logged in on Facebook. I saw the group it was called '1D Macedonia Fans' -I didnt talked to Zayn before for Macedonia a lot cause i didn't want everyone to know from where i was. And he didn't even ask about me. I loved Macedonia. Now I'll go there and start new life with my baby. Zayn won't know about his kid, whatever happens he won't . "Liam, please don't tell Zayn about the kid, please if you respect me don't tell anyone. Me, you, Leon and maybe Yas will know about it." - I said. "I promise i won't tell him, he doesn't deserve. But he'll know when your stomach will grow up." -he said. Of course I forgot to tell him that im leaving in Friday. "oh, sorry i forgot to tell you, im leaving in friday." - i said."where are you going?"- he asked confused. "In Macedonia, i was born there." - i said. " um...sorry, where is that?" -he asked and i laughed. "On the Balkan "- i told him and he saw on the google maps."man you have a thousand fans there and you don't even know where that is." - i said laughing.
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