Chapter 20

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Melissa pov

Do you ever feel, so sad that, your chest aches? And you heart beats, but you just feel so, empty? Like you're nothing, and your life is nothing? And you feel like everything would be better, if you could sleep for awhile? Do you ever feel like that? That's how I always feel.

School was even more hell. Ryan and Chaz started to push me into the lockers or hitting the books out of my arms or just tripping me. Obviously JJ stood up for me but that didn't help, in other words it got...what's the word?...worse! It got worse! Completely and utterly worse! Horrible even. I can't understand why Ryan and Chaz would do this, I didn't do anything to them to hate me this much.

Walking out the door and down the street I put in my earbuds. The song that started playing reminded me that I haven't completely lost my mind and that I'm not alone and still trying to pick up the pieces left behind, it's like trying to put a million piece puzzle back together on your own, but still managing, you know? Just one piece at the time. (A/N Song By 'Three Days Grace- Misery Loves My Company'

Getting to the therapist's office I turn off  the music. I knocked in the door and heard a faint 'come in'

"Hello Melissa, how are you today?" Dr. Torres asked, "okay I guess" I answered with the same answer as always.

She nodded, "I see. How's everything at home? And school?"

"Home is still the same. At school well it's well the same as well." I answered well more like lied but she don't need to know that.

﹏After therapy﹏

I was walking home and bumped into someone, "s-sorry" I stuttered and heard laughing and looked up to see Ryan, Chaz, and a girl I've never seen before "awe look at the poor stuttering baby" Ryan said laughing and that's where the physical hurting started.

They dragged me to a nearby alley and all remember was the kicks, punches, slaps, and the blood dripping down my face. I didn't cry or screamed.

After they had their 'fun' they left me liying there in a pool of my blood, I tried to get up but the pain was unbearable I started to see black spots and got dizzy and soon I let the darkness take over me.

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Hi everyone. Late update since I did promise to upload idk when but I've just been busy and tired lately.

Anywayyyy....

Love you
*Milagros*

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