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Chapter 23

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Song for this chapter.

Kindly Calm Me Down by: Megan Trainor
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Melissa pov

After Justin left. Jj and I went back to her place. Obviously we left him a note saying we'd be back at Jj's but whatever.
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I'm sore my body hurts I have bruises all over my stomach, thighs, my arms, and some in the back.

I honestly don't know what's going to happen in school tomorrow or the next day, and I'm scared.

I'm scared that this time this new shiz that is going on with Ryan, Chaz and that new girl it's going to be ten times worse than before.

I'm scared that not only I'll let Jj and Justin down, but myself as well.

I'm scared that the end will come sooner than later.

I'm in general scared to the point where I'm thinking about the only way a lot of other people see as their only way out of misery.

Thats what I've been thinking about lately, a lot actually. But I won't, don't have the courage to do it myself.

So why I'm I going through with this?

As of right know I'm in my bathroom, the door is locked and music was playing softly in the background.

I had a bottle of sleeping pills to my left side, paper in front of me and a pen in my right hand.

The first one to Jj.

' Dear Jessica,

I don't know how to say this,
I'm sorry.
You're the bestest friend anyone could've asked for.
And I'm sorry I'm leaving you like this.
But I couldn't find another way out. Heck you're probably gonna be crying. Don't! Okay. Don't cry over me. I'll be long gone. I'll be in a better place, a place with no pain, no suffering anymore. And as much as I hate to admit it to you. Yes! I love Justin Bieber. So I won't be here to 'marry' him like you said would happen. I'm sorry. I'll miss you.

I love you xox,
Melissa.

The next one was for my mother.

'Dear mom,

I'm sorry I was a disappointment for you.
I'm sorry dad left because of me.
I'm sorry for not being able to be the daughter that you always wanted.
Sorry for everything I've done, for all the pain I caused you. Sorry for not being able to see that you were trying your hardest. Sorry for everything.
I'm sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

Melissa.

This next one for Justin.

'Dear Justin,

I didn't know you long, but I managed to fall for you in such a little amount of time. You probably don't feel the same but, it'll make me feel batter to know that you knew how I felt about you.

I love your eyes, and how mesmerizing they are.

I love your smile, and how it makes me happy when you're happy.

I love how you know what to say all the time.

I love how you make me feel.

I love how you never seem to leave my mind, I always find myself thinking about you.

I love you so much. And just promise me that you'll find someone to love.

Love,
Melissa.

I can believe I wrote that to him, it won't matter anyways.

I popped open the lid.

'No one is going to stop me.' I told myself, I swallowed half the pills in the bottle and drank some water just so they'll go down. Soon I started to feel dizzy so I layed down and let the darkness take over.

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Melissa! Why?!

Any ways Five More Chapters!

So um enjoy while it last.

Love you lovelies♡

*Milagros*