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Chapter 19

Recap
Have a good life while it last because I'm going to make your life more of a living hell than Chaz and Ryan are doing now.

"Meli!" I heard someone shout my name I turned around to see JJ walking in "are you Okay?"

I started to sob and was immediately engulfed in her arms as I fell to the floor and she came down with me still in her arms, she rocked us back and forth while muttering soothing words.

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I hate that feeling. That feeling when you are sad but you feel so Fu.cking empty, and you know exactly why. They ask you what's wrong, but you can't explain. Or they don't even ask anything, I don't know which one is worse. It just feels like I'm someone different at the moment. Like I'm a sinking boat and nobody can save me. This feeling hovers over me; takes control over me. Making me seem like I don't Care. I'm isolating myself. Sadness is becoming my best and only friend. I start hating myself and want everyone to leave me alone. At the same time, I want someone to hug me and tell me everything is going to be Okay. I simply hate that feeling. That feeling when you don't even know what the Fu.ck you're feeling.

"Meli? What happened?" I heard someone talk taking me out of my thoughts I looked up to see JJ with her arms still around me, it looked like she was talking because her lips were moving but I couldn't hear, more like focus.

She grabbed my face in her hands and made me look at her, "what happened?" She asked I looked up at her not knowing what to say so I showed her the text, she widen her eyes and she just looked angry extremely angry something I haven't seen on her in awhile, "JJ? Don't do anything stupid." I told her knowing she was going to confront either Ryan or Chaz heck maybe even both and it's going to be bad.

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Hello lovely people I haven't been updating a lot because I've been waking up like around 2 am every morning since January 14,ヽ(^。^)ノ and I'm tired as hell but it's worth it.

Love chu! ♡

*Milagros*