Depressed Paradise (Malak Watson fanfiction)

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Wearing my low cut sweater and ripped shorts, I slipped on my classic "what r those" Jesus shoes. I hopped in my car around 9am, and drove to Britney's house. Her tumblr ass had a perfect messy bun with a white girl sun dress. She played country in my fucking car as we drove to pick up Linsey 💀 Linsey hopped in, dressed cute with her j's and jeans. We drove to McDonald's cuz we are healthy as fuck obviously 😂
After breakfast, we headed to the mall. The mall was fun, until I saw that jaden guy that Linsey liked. It was just him and a couple of guys.We walked up to them and said hi, but my eyes searched for malak. He was nowhere to be seen, ugh. The day was long but I was ready for my work out.
*britney*" hey we are going to dance today." She reminded me.
*me*"oh yea.. No cheer today.."
*linsey*"don't be nervous, Matt stefeninas dance class is nice asf"
*me*"I'm not worried.. I dance well anyways."
We walked into the car and listened to 'work' by rhirhi😍 of course we were turnt, laughing and singing .
We arrived at the dance studio and I walked in, the cold room sent shivers down my back. I stood in the back, everyone was spread out on the large wooden floor. We were surrounded by mirrors. The teacher blared the music and danced over and over again, everyone took a while to catch on. Not me, I'm badass at catching on. I had it fully on my third try 🌝 but the thing is, we danced for 2 hours. After a while my legs and arms were sore, I tired my hair up, and I was sweating a lot. Everyone around me kept dancing, I was heavily breathing.
*Britney*" damn this a work out!" She yelped as she laughed and turned back to smiled at me. I smiled at her, and glanced at the mirror beside me. Damn my whole body looked drenched, my hair was tied up.. So much skin was showing.
*matt*"BREAK GUYS☺️" he yelled at us. Everyone let out an exhausted sigh and went to their drinks. I laughed and collapsed on the floor, resting my hands on my stomach.
*me*"I'm dead. My life's over." I complained as my thighs ached and pulsed. My friends laughed with me.
*linsey*"aye look." She tapped my shoulder as I moaned tiredly on the floor." It's that river bitch" she smiled. I sat up and glared at the other side of the room. River was laughing so hard and kept saying "zyasia! Zyasia!!"She screamed as the cute little black girl sprayed her with a small spray bottle. I got up and nervously fiddled with my shorts. My ass is fat😭 and it hangs out a lot. I followed my friends to go greet them.
*river *"oh it's you guys! Hey " she said smiling. We talked for a while and she made me feel comfortable. Everything she said was so relatable and it was so easy for me to make her laugh. Linsey was pissy tho, tbh I think she was jealous. The adorable little black girl reached for my hand and shook it. "I'm zyasia😌" she smiled, I glared at her red lips and cut shirt.
*me*"hi zyasia ☺️" I said softly.
*linsey*"so are you staying over or are you going home?" She interrupted. My heart sank as I remembered home. I'm not going home bro.. Hell no. I won't get abused again.
*me*"I wanna stay over 😭♥️" I wimpered. Since I avoid home alot , I always have backup clothes in my car. Tbh I have like 5 outfits in my trunk rn.
*linsey*"I'll ask mom" she said, tapping at her big ass phone. iPhone 6's are way to fucking big wth. Glaring at her phone, I began to sweat at the thought of my dad, and my legs still ached.
*linsey*"not today Paris 😕 " she sighed with a playful smirk. I began to shake, but I tried my best to stay calm. My anxiety always acted up when it came to going home. Biting my lip, I closed my eyes. All I could see was my fathers belt striking at me. I cringed a little and I began to become lost, the girls were happily talking. I stared at myself in the mirror behind river and I looked pail and terrified. Looking down at Britney's phone, it was 7pm. I bit my lip harder and blinked fast, I wouldn't let tears form. A soft hand was placed on my shoulder, and at the thought of my dad, I flinched.
*river*"hey.. What's wrong?" She said looking into my eyes with concern."you okay?"
*me*"yeah. I'm fine" I said trying my best to smile.
*linsey*"well riv, her dads a douche."
*zyasia*"wtf😂 why would you say that!" She laughed. I still remained silent..
*linsey*"I'm not kidding bro. Her dad is a fucking cunt fuck." She said sternly
*zyasia*"brooo💀💀" she laughed, placing her hand on my shoulder.
*me*"yea. She's right, and now i have to go home to him."
*river*"I have people stay at my house all the Time, I'm actually having a lot of girls stay over today, you're welcome to come😉" she said smiling warmly. My tensed chest became relieved. Oh my gawd I'm safe..
*me*"I would really love that riv 🙂" I said shakily. Ugh I sounded like I was gonna cry wtf.
*river*"great! You can come home with us."
*Britney*" I'll get Louise to take us home." She said. Her and Linsey walked out the door and I stayed along with riv and zyasia. When her mom came, I followed their car to their house. My jeep was so dirty, the brown dirt showed over the black color. I pulled in and parked across the driveway. The girls came out laughing as usual and I headed into the trunk to get my clothes. They were in a small, leather purse with a long strap. I walked to their front door and followed them. Zyasia jumped on the green couch and played on her phone. The house smelled like vanilla and bacon? Idk why but it smelled good.
I walked into the hallway and passed a room. Full of Jordans.
*me*"yoooo river .." I glared right at her stash of shoes"those yours?"
*river*"yup" she happily said, grabbing my bag
*me*"ummm."
*river*"I'll put it in my room 😌" she laughed, throwing my bag on her bed. Her hyper self slipped into her living room and put on some Music and it was LOUD. Zyasia and her stated dancing and another girl came into the room
*river*"jaaaddde! This is Paris, paris, this is jade." She yelled over the music, pointing at me. It is Saturday bro, these girls are turnt. Jade and I traded smiles.
*zyasia*"when will the boys be here?"
*river*"in like 10 minutes*

Bitch TF you mean boys? Your mom lets boys stay over !?!?

*me*" boys?" I Interupted.
*river*"come on!" She squeeled as she reached for me. She pulled my off the couch and is girls ran into the room. A girl with curly hair was doing her makeup on the floor, concentrating on a mirror.
*jade*"that's zaniya" she told me, and I nodded at her.
I got into a sports bra and some short short jeans. My curly hair tickled my Lower back 🙄. The other girls dressed into comfortable clothing too, riv and I had matching belly rings. Everything was overwhelming, but fun. I checked my face and fixed my makeup a little as the door rang.
*jade*"Nadia's here!" She ran out the door "AND SHE BROUGHT THE BOYS" she yelled from the living room. The other girls headed out he room to greet them, but I stayed in her room, putting makeup on again lmao.
"Shuuudafuck up!" I heard a boy yell in a deep voice
"No bro, no! You ugly headed ass" another boys said
*river*"put tut shirt back on!" I hear them yell, the music got Louder, I could here it through the walls.
I pulled my shorts up and traced my abs with my long, pointed nails. I bit my lip, staring at myself and winked. I let out a sigh.. I'm so ugly I thought.
I turned to see my body from the back and smirked. My ass thoo...
I walked out her doorway and walked into the room. Everyone but jade, was up and dancing. River turned to see me and ran up to me.
*river*"and that's Elton, deshae and Noah, jadens on his way." She pointed them all out. I stared awkwardly at the floor as I felt them turn to see me.
*deshae*"woah..no mean.. I- uh- ..... Hey." He smiled at me, reaching to scratch the side of his neck.
*me*"hey... " I blushed Elton stared right at me.. I felt uncomfortable with his eyes crawling vigorously up and down my body. Blushing, I walked to the couch and sat down, watching everyone.
*river*"Nadia.. Hey.." She whispered, laughing with a black shirt in her hand "hide this.."
*nadia*"noooo bro 😂" she responded, pushing it away. River gkanced at me, and stared in the kitchen.
*river*"he's getting food rn!..." She looked up and me and smirked."Paris..☺️" she walked towards me and say by me. I glared at her, confused.
*river*"hide his shirt!" She shoved the black shirt under my butt😳
*me*"what the! 😂" I laughed but she's told me to stay put" who's shirt is this?" I asked her.
*river*"shh! He's coming.!" She panicked breathily. Everyone went back to dancing, but I stayed in the green couch and watched stories lmao. River was blowing her shit up too. I glanced up.. And my heart sank. Malak had his mouth filled with bacon, his lips were shiny from the greese. He walked I from the kitchen, shirtless with his sweats sagging slightly.
*malak*"aye bith, werrth my thert? " he said with his mouth still full. "Bith.." He walked closer to river.
*river*"ew get away!!" She squeeled"I don't got it!" He smiled at her, his mouth looked nasty lmao.
*malak*"who goth it then? Nathia? Dethae?" He was dying from laughter. I giggled a little as I stared at him. He turned to see me, his eyes widened in embarrassment. I covered my mouth and laughed louder, crossing my legs.

I have to peeeeeeeeeeee 🙄😂

He swallowed and ran his fingers through hus hair.
*malak*"yooo what are you doing here?" He smirked at me, his lips still shiny from the bacon. I smiled at him, but said nothing.
*river*" her dads a bitch so she's staying over" she shoved him from behind. I Kept staring at malak.. I loved the way he looked. And while he was turned around, I stared at his defined shoulder blades, and lower back v-line. Gawd he was so skinny and tan, I love that shit. I bite the corner of my lip, looking down at his little bootie."i wonder how that ass move.." I thought to myself. I sucked in my lips and tasted a little blood. I was biting a little too hard. Deshae hoped next To me and broke my concentration. Lifting is phone to show my body, he talked to his snapchat video.
*deshae*"check out my girl guys.😌" he laughed.
*me*"what?" I asked as the video ended lmao. He laughed and turned to face me.
*deshae*"hey, can you star in my next comedy vid? Your gorgeous." He said, staring in my eyes. I blushed and said yes to him.he started talking to me and told me a boy how his mom pissed in the chlorine pool at a waterpark and her pee turned color. I was dying of laughter 💀 malak turned to see me laughing. He walked over and sat next to me, deshae on the other side.
*malak*"kiss me" he glared at me and I stared at him. His smirk. Ugh I tried my best not to smile back. He leaned closer I turned and gripped his jawline like a handle bar. I pulled him close and locked lips with him.my lips slid across his greasy lips and I closed my eyes and tasted his tongue..bacon? I trailed small kisses to his cheek, then to his neck. He breathed breathily"woah" and I smiled and giggled slightly when I heard deshae.
*deshae*"BRO BRO BRO YOOOO"
I pulled away and laughed as I turned to see him.
*deshae*" I thought you were Minez" he sadly smirked.
*malak*"shut up with yo charcoal ass😂" he shouted to deshae.river turned in the song that Matt choreographed at the studio, I rose up to join her and zyasia in the dance. I turned around to see malak, burnt his lip as he stared at me.
*malak*"it's gonna be a long night." He whispered to me. I couldn't hear him, but I could read his lips a long night...