Depressed Paradise (Malak Watson fanfiction)

seriously.... pregnant..?

manuel:"i wanna see daddy.." he mumbled to me with an angered face. the 3 year old toddler has been asking for malak for months now.

jaden:"im right here." he snapped, making manuel upset.

me:"manuel.... jaden is your daddy, okay?" i kissed his cheek and slouched in the couch cushion. we sent him to bed and headed up to our room.

jaden:"that kid has some nerve.." he mumbled while undressing. we put him to sleep and headed upstairs to our room to do the same.

me:"you mean your kid?" i shot back. i wore my lace gown and settled myself in the bed, sinking into the sheets. the sheets were so cold but my body was being comfortably buried.

jaden:"dont even bring up the asshole.. you know why im upset with you. even two years later im upset with you." He gave me a look but i couldn't help but smirk at him... his body looked so good.

jaden:"its not fucking funny." he yelled. i shook my head and sunk deeper in the sheets. ugh ever since he found out... he has no trust for me.

me:"do you wanna talk about this again? or..." i kinda mumbled

jaden:"yeah, i do actually." he said as he jumped in bed with me. 

me:"you know i love you... you know that" i reminded him. i felt his breathing body expand as his arms held me like he loved me too.

jaden:"two months into our marriage you slept with malak..." he muttered angerly. "i dont care if it seemed like that megan girl was exaggerating, y'all both looked guilty." i sighed and knew deep down that i was in the wrong. 

me:"it'll never happen again.. i already told you he was taking advantage of me, okay?" i began grazing my nails against his chest, making him groan.

jaden:"but you stopped me before beating his ass."  he corrected me.

me:"look, i haven't seen that man since the camping trip. you know damn well that manuel misses his daddy, its been a year and a half." i reminded him.

jaden:"well i thought you had that modeling trip thing in brazil next month..." he said, then kissing my forehead

me:"next month, but i want to see malak and manuel have some type of relationship." i almost screamed.

jaden:"fine.." he turned over and had his back face me. he gets so jealous...

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I put on my deep brown lipstick and let my crazy curls down. for some reason, i was getting all dressed up, but i didnt care. i glared down at my phone

me: i got your adress, im gonna bring manny over. is jordan over? (jordan is his sisters zaaras daughter. shes super sweat and is almost 9 now)

malak:yea, sure. and nah, jordan aint over.

i locked my phone and dressed manuel nice. jaden kissed me for a long time before i headed to malaks new house.

manuel:"i cant wait to see daddy" he would squeal on our way to the house.

i was wearing a really tight, army green sundress. my body was now the way it should be and after my skin treatments, my stretch marks are gone. i walked up to the door, holding manuel at my side. he opened the door wearing a white tank top and some nice ass pants. his eyes looked so heavy and i kind of melted when i saw him again after all his time.

manuel:"daddy?" he glared at him. he had his long curls braided into loose cornrows. hes aged so well, still beautiful at 21 years old.

malak:"wussuhhhh" he imediately took manuel from me and showered his cheeks and neck with a bunch of wet kisses. it made manuel squeal and laugh, which was cute.

malak:"he has your laugh" he chuckled and then paused to take a good look at me. "uh... come in" he welcolmed me in.

his house was really big actually and decorated so casually. some of the guys from squad were there, ben and tay. they were just watching football on his couch and malak had a huge flat screen tv. i greeted the boys and malak sat down to play with the baby.

me:"great house... its so nice.." i smiled at him but he only looked nervous. i could smell some barbecue

megan walked out of the kitchen with an apron over her white t-shirt and short shorts. what made my chest drop was her stomach. it was gorged out humongous, she had to be at least 8 months pregnate. i shut my eyes and took a deep breath...

oh im basically dead inside now lmao...

malak took a quick glance at me and i remained calm. megan set the snacks on the table and took a quick look at me and widened her eyes. then she realized my child was on her mans lap. tayvion wrapped his arm around me and rubbed my arm in comfort because he must have seen how glossy my eyes were. ben just shook his head.

me:"how many months are you?" i brought up, looking at the white woman stright in the eyes. she took a fearful glance at me, tho i had a calm smile on my face.

megan:"uh.. im n-nine monthes.." she said, trembling.

me:"i cant wait to see... gender?" i looked at malak a bit, then back to her. the two boys were silent.

megan:"a girl." she placed her hand over her stomach and finally let out a faint smile. my heart was literally breaking. god knows how much i love manuel, but god knows how badly ive always wanted a girl. and god has blessed this woman i hate with a girl. A girl from malak. i forced the fakest smile.

Me:"a girl? How nice." I smiled and got up. I walked to the bathroom and broke down...

I placed both my hands on the counter so I could hold myself up. My whole body trembled as I cried. I cried and it hurt so damn bad. I've missed malak so much and I come back to find out that she is pregnate with his probably beautiful girl.

The crying hurt me so badly, my chest burned and my nose ran with hot liquids. My makeup was gone after only 15 minutes and I kept sniffling. After I calm doened, I kept sniffling an my breathing was so uneasy.

Me:"you're okay" i whimpered to my reflection. I sniffled and searched in panick for the makeup I always had in my purse. I was putting it on and my eyes were still puffy but I covered up the redness with my mac powder.

I rushed put and imediately ran into tayvion.

Me:"im sorry.." I mumbled but he pulled me into into a hug.

Tayvion:"i know you still love my boy... it must hurt... I gotchu...." his hug got tighter and I accidentally sniffled

Tayvion:"it's aight.. you got jaden" he assured me

But I wanted malak this whole time