Depressed Paradise (Malak Watson fanfiction)

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Malak:"nah! I juss got here!" He yelled across to Linsey
Linsey:"my house, my rules. Get yo drunken ass outa here and go give your HIV to some other bitch, Paris deserves more than this bullshit."
Malak:"fuck this." He shoved me away from his hold.
Me:"Linsey please..."
Linsey:"No! He was the guy who put you through all the mess!" She walked over to me.
Malak:"Paris. I've tried too hard to get you. It's so easy for me to get a bitch I like but you? Your just too hard. And I'm givin up on trying. Do ya know how many bitches there are in this world?" He stumbled back"LOTS!"
I felt tears swelling up again and Linsey pulled me to her from behind.
Me:"just go then! Your a pathetic loser that's going nowhere in life!"
Why would I say that... Ugh
Malak:"yeah? Well Paris I have promotions and shit to do commercials bitch. My fans get me paid just so they can watch me. I may have fallen in love with your personality and looks,but you're an insecure bitch who cuts herself. Not one girlfriend made me deal with that kind of shit! And your probably he prettiest girl I've ever been with you stubborn cunt!" He shouted . His eyes were watering and his fists were balled.
You were the love of my life. How could you say somethin like that? I have no words to describe the pain you've inflicted on me😞
I took a deep breath and forced a calm smile.
Me:"well if that's how you feel." I said calmly, but my voice still shook like I've been crying
Malak:"don't pull the pitty bullshit on me Paris." He shouted again, a tear falling down his cheek.
Linsey:"I'm going to my room, Paris make sure he leaves real fuckin soon." She glared evilly towards Malak
Me:"k if that's how you feel." I said even quieter, trying not to cringe.
I'm in my bra and underwear dammit.
Malak:"fuck you."
Me:"you wish."
Paris wth are you saying? This is not the time to tease and shit! Dumb bitch!
Malak:"really?" He glared at me angerly, but once he glanced down at my body, his narrowed eyebrows changed into a worried expression. I blushed in embarrassment. For saying the dumb thing. Like, I didn't mean to say it, it just came out.
Me:"just go.." I was so red and I was shaking.
Malak:"why do you look embarrassed?"
Me:"malak! What you said was fucked up. Now get out before I get Linsey!" I held back tears.
Malak:"Paris..." He sighed "I didn't mean what I said"
Me:"whether you meant it or not, I'm still hurt at the fact you said it. We are 17 now Malak, we aren't little freshman. Next year we will be seniors. I need to set myself up before I fail life, and I don't think I need you anymore." I could feel my chest knot again.
Malak:"you say we are growin up. Your right. " he stepped closer "you say you don't need me...your right." A tear fell down his cheek before he came right up to me "but it doesn't matter what you need Paris. Because your life is getting together. " his hands gently gripped my hips."my life is falling apart without you.." He looked down, more tears fell from his cheeks. My heart sank.
Me:"we need to take a break from eachother. Before I get even more hurt."
Malak:"I've waited for you for two years !!" He shook me.
Me:"NO YOU HAVENT! YOUVE SLEPT EITH COUNTLESS GIRLS! & HAD GIRLFRIENDS!!" I started crying. "And I have never been with another guy. The last time I've had anything sexual was when I was a little 15 year old girl. At rivers house, on her couch. That's the very last time I've experienced love." I shoved him back.
Malak:"I saw you walk out! And that was the lest time I saw you! I don't know where you went, what you've been through!"
Me:"I tried to commit suicide and i was in a mental home in a restrain jacket for a year! Every single day I was treated like a mental patient and I had totally forgotten what reality was like malak! I forgot what Sex Was like.. I forgot what love felt like.." He glared into my eyes in worry "and when I saw you.. Everything came right back to me.." I admitted before letting my head fall forward to rest on his chest.
Malak:"I was so frustrated Paris... Please.." He pulled my body against his.
Me:"no.. This is my house. I'm getting my life together. Once I forget you, my life will be without worry."
Malak:"worry?? All I do is worry about you!" He pinched my cheeks with one hand and forced me to look right at him."I miss everything." He pulled my cheeks and forced my mouth onto his mouth.
I've forgotten how it felt to kiss. I could smell, and taste the alcohol in his mouth but I didn't care. It was so soft it was like I couldn't even feel it. It was slightly wet and it made my stomach turn in butterflies.
His lips locked in and out on mine, and I kept my eyes close. His tongue went in my mouth for a split second, then he bit my bottom lip and pulled it out as he pulled away. I moaned outloud by accident but it's been so long..when i opened my eyes to looke at him, his eyes were still closed.
Malak:"I've wanted that for so long" he said slowly, bending down to burry his head into my neck. I held him close but deep down I was guilty.
Me:"I've wanted you.." I kissed his cheek and laughed in a high pitch tone as he picked me up.
Malak:"right now!!" He whispered aggressively in my ear, sliding my hips against his stomach as he walked around my house, searching for my room.
Me:"oh Malak I can't do this right now" I insisted. His determination made me flustered and I could feel the excitement rushing through me.
Malak:"shhh." He gripped my butt an rubbed me against him, I could already feel myself preparing...
Once we came to my room, he practically ripped his shirt and pants off.
Oh his body.. It's exactly how I remembered but his muscles were more defined. And there was a cursive tattoo that said Hawaii with a small palm tree beside it that was dark black on the Side of his ribs. He was already hard and it has grown since I've seen him. At 15, he was 6 inches. Now, he looked close to 8.
Malak:"Paris.." He smiled, reaching up to undo his braids. I took off my bra and watch his curls bounce up when the braids were let loose.
Me:"how tall are you now?" I bit my lip
Malak:"5'11. I'm hoping to hit 6 soon" he gripped his dick and began thrusting his hand in and out. The v-line was so defined I felt my mouth drool in the inside.
He came up to the bed and slipped off my underwear, slowly an carefully.
Malak:"I used to think that your body was like a grown woman's.." I glared at him "but your body has matured even more..." He breathed heavily before sucking my neck. His tongue felt so warm and slimy, god it felt so good.
I reached for his dick and helped him jerk it off while he moaned into my ear. I felt his hips move in and out and memories raced through my mind.
He sat onto the bed and brought my hips to him.
Malak:"now sit on me." He demanded and I cringed when the tip went in. As it slid in slowly, my whole body pulsed at the stretching.
This is the second time..
He forced me to lay back on him, and his arms came around to hold my boobs, and his mouth sucked and moaned right beneath my ear from behind.
I'm ready...