Depressed Paradise (Malak Watson fanfiction)

Bond

Malak and I awoke in my bed. It was weekend and I got up to get ready, I had to look nice when I met Malaks mother.
*malak*"pants?... Heels?.. Lmao a shirt that covers your stomach?" He teased as I walked by.
*me*"shut it slut." I gripped his ass.
*malak*"damn your in a good mood." He smirked i rolled my eyes at him and we headed out to the car. I pulled up in front of a small red house with a black gate. When Malak opened it for me, it creaked loudly and he cringed in embarrassment.
Don't feel embarrassed stupid, I don't even have a damn family.
A kind woman opened the door and smiled at us. She had long black hair, Snow White skin, and was a little heavier than usual.
*his mom*"come in, kids." She casually teased while we walked in. Malaks house seemed a little empty and a lot of pictures had the beach on it.
*his mom*"hawwaiian terriaki for lunch, fools." She teased. Ugh she seemed so chill lmao. Malak wand I sat down and he was behaving awfully quiet.
*his mom*"say somthin, weirdo." She nudged his shoulder, waking by.
*malak*"somethin."
*me*"your mom is great." I smiled, grabbing his hand.
*his mom*"call me Katherine.. And you must be Paris." She cocked an eyebrow at me.
*me*"yes ma'am... I mean.. K-Katherine" I stuttered.
*katherine*"she's definatey prettier than the other one." She smirked.
*malak*"mom. Shut it." He snapped.
*katherine*"what was her name... Paige?"
*malak*"mom!"
Paige.. The girl I talked to? She dated malak?
I stuffed a small piece of sweet meat into my mouth and it was soo good.
After lunch, his mom tried her best to embarrass the shot out of him and it was just great lmao. Baby pictures, videos, and memories. A tall white woman with a nice body and long black hair, walked in holding a little lightskin baby with curly hair.
*katherine*"za'ara is taking me out tonight. You two can baby sit my granddaughter correct?" I nodded and malak rushed to hold the baby. He was so jumpy and exited around the infant and it was kind of adorable. Za'ara greeted me and complimented my looks again. When they left, malak and I babysitted the child for hours. I had a lot of fun laughing and being myself around him.
*malak*"she's crying!" He was holding her to his chest, patting her butt"shh shh baby " he bounced lightly while stepping side to side. I bit my lips at seeing him.
This could be us in the future.👀
When his mom came home, we drove back to rivers and things were super awkward since Jaden was there.
We danced and danced until rivs mom came out on the phone, her eyes were glossy.
*aunti*"turn of the music!" She walked up to me."your going to.. Get moved to a foster home.." My heart sank..
Wtf
*me*"huh?!?" Everyone went silent.
*auntie*"someone at school saw your wrists Paris.." She wiped a tear "you're going to a mental home!" She walked away to get s tissue.
*malak*"I thought you did that once.." He glared at me.
I always wear long sleeves and he was too focused to notice while we fucked last night.
*riv*"Paris!" She ran up to me."take off your damn sweater." She demanded. I shook my head and backed up.
*malak*"how bad are they? "
He glared at me.
*me*"it's nothing.." My throat choked up. "Nothing at all!"
They got me to pull of my sweater and my arms were sleeved with raw cuts..
*malak*"PARIS!" He embraced me. Everyone began murmuring and gasping at the horrific things
*me*"malak! I don't wanna leave!" I began to cry. But it was no use.
Who ever saw me, Was in my Pe class when I have to undress. And I'm sure it's Tina.

The next day I packed my things and the car came to pick me up.
*malak*"I love you.." He mumbled hopelessly while I stepped out the door.
I love my new life, why must I leave now?
I stepped into the room full of many beds bad became squeamish around the other girls. They were all orphans as my age, and they gave me dirty looks. I didn't bother to talk to them at all. I went straight to sleep.

Months...

*foster mom"you seem upset." She glared at me"again" she scoffed, Rollin her eyes.
*me*"I miss school. And I miss my friends. I miss my."
*foster mom*"we'll find you a suitable home"she cut me off
*me*"why not aunti!?!" I snapped angerly
*foster mom*"I'm working on it you little twerp! Why don't you go apologize to hailey, hmm?"
*me*"hell no, that bitch deserved it!"
*foster mom*"it's been 8 months. I'll keep you here a year."
*me*"not forever. "I sighed walking to my room.
I stared into the words but I didn't read. I just stared into emptiness and thought of malak again. Every day that's all that ran through my thoughts. I sleep in a separate room from the others too.
*door creaks open*
Therapist:hello dear
Me:hi
Therapist:how are you?
Me:good..
Therapist: no cutting right? Let me see those arms... Good girl, you're all healed!
Me:doesn't stop me from feeling like shi-
Therapist:no cursing honey. Now about visitors.
me:omg! Can i finally have people come!
Therapist:no. You need a couple more months okay. By 2017 for sure!
My smile dropped and I felt heat in my chest... No...

Malaks pov

She's been gone forever. I can't do this! I punched the wall again.
87...I counted
I smirked and looked down at my bleeding knuckles. Paris I need...
*river*"moms gonna take you to school."
*me*"Kay!" I snapped but she just rolled her eyes.
School was a fuckin drag. I avoided eating and I avoided schoolwork.
Who fuckin cares.
*paige*"hey!" She reached out to me and my chest sank again...
*me*"umm.. Hi."
*paige*" wanna smoke after school?" She smiled lightly, fiddling with my necklace.
*me*"s-sure.."
Your the only girl I've loved before Paris...
We sat at an old park and she lit a couple blunts for me. I couldn't help but stare at her. It's been so long since I've seriously seen her. I've forgotten how amazing she was.
*paige*"so Brandon broke up with meee" she complained, letting her head fall to my shoulder.
*me*"sucks for you."
*paige*"I know we ain't a thing.."she leaned in and I could smell her perfume."but maybe we can be just for tonight.." She kissed my cheek.
I haven't had sex in 8months since Paris..hell yeah
We snuck into her room, and she immediately undressed  .
Big ass tits fam.
She rode me hard and her moans brought back memories that made my mind spin. For once, I wasn't thinking of Paris. I was enjoying how good this felt.
*paige*"fuck.." She'd pull my hair and I came on her stomach.mm Paige....
Monthes passed, and we fuxked again and again. We started hanging out in school too. I'm 16, now.We continued this for about a year and I'm dating her.

Paris's pov

I slid the window open and glared down. The cold air rushed through me. I'm about 10 stories above aren't I..
My heart was pounding but I knew I wanted this. For some reason, life didn't feel right anymore. It's been good. Even though the only happiness in my life was friends..and malak. I'm done, and it's okay. I miss you mom.. Here I come
I stepped to the edge of the window and stood up close to the edge. I grinned at the moonlight and freezing winds. I was numb.
It's okay Paris. Let go.
I closed my eyes and tears started
To form. I lunged out and fell fast, my hands scraping the sides of the windows as I fell. I gripped and edge and slipped off, falling to the concrete.
I was in my underwear and bra. The icy frost had white mist that flew from my mouth. I was in a lot of pain too, I didn't know why I was still alive. I glanced at my cuts. Brand new and freshly raw. A puddle of blood streamed past my face
Oh my heads definitely bleeding.
I knew that if I laid here long enough, I would be dead by morning. My head became dizzy too, I chugged as much niquel as I could handle.
Closing my eyes, I tried to fall into an eternity of sleep.
I'll see you again mother.