Dear Louis.

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Song: I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat

                                                                                                                                                               15th of January 2016

Dear Louis, 
It's been a week. I already miss you. I haven't been sleeping, I can't. I close my eyes and every memory we shared comes back alive. I miss your voice, your laugh, your touch. I miss the way would hold me at night, the way we would stay up until 3am and talk about everything and nothing at the same time, the way we would wake up with soft kisses and breakfast in bed, the way my felt complete being with you, the way I felt at home in your arms. But most importantly, I miss your smile. You haven't been smiling as much lately. The bags under your eyes are getting more noticeable each day. You're losing weight and that scares me. I need you to eat something. I need you to be healthy baby. God Lou, I regret this. I regret our decision, please come back. Our apartment is empty without you. This apartment was meant for the both of us. We found and payed rent together. Even though all your stuff is gone and places were they use to be are empty now, I refuse to call it my apartment. It's not mine, it's ours. I need you back. This place is too clean and quiet without you in it. I miss you near me. Please come back soon.

I love you, H

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All the love, E x