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Song: Drunk Texting by Chris Brown ft Jhene Aiko
              
                                                                                                                                                               18th of January 2016

Dear Louis, 
Niall and Liam want me to go clubbing with them today after the show but I don't want to. They say I need to go out, shut my mind off for a while, and just forget for a bit. Maybe they're right. Maybe a night out is what I need. As I'm writing this in the dressing room, you're on the opposite side of the room sleeping peacefully. It's funny how after everything we still share a dressing room, we never changed that. I just want to wrap my arms around you as you lay o my chest and sleep soundly as I run my fingers through your hair, like I use to before every show, but I can't. I can't because we're no longer together. I think I am going to head to the club tonight. I need a night away from reality. I'm sorry in advance if I drunk text you. 

I love you, H

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All the love, E x

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