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Song: Loved You First by One Direction

16th of January 2016

Dear Louis,
I've done it again and now this time I don't think I can stop it. I know I promised you that I wouldn't do it ever again but right now I had to. I gave in. The pictures are out and it's every headline. You and her. Everywhere I go, I see it. You and her. I hate it. I have nothing against her, she's a beautiful girl and seems wonderful. My problem is that she has you when I want you. Is she better than me? Funnier than me? Much more attractive than me? Would you fall in love with her? I mean it would make sense, she's everything and I'm nothing. She can give you everything you deserve while I can't. And deserve everything and more. I can't even think straight anymore. I'm miserable without you. 

I love you, H

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All the love, E x


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