The babysitter

Rough night

*listen to the song as you read it just makes it better*

Finally around 11 I come home and I go straight up to my room ignoring everyone's pity I lock my door and let my tears fall after 2 minutes I remember Louisa has a key so I go into the bathroom lock it and continue to cry and cry silently till I start making noises and all i can think of is jack and how much I can't get over him I just don't know what to do Madison was so skinny so I decided I won't eat till I'm skinny I already gained a lot of weight then maybe jack will fall in love with me I'll dye my hair or him maybe he might like how different I am then ... Hopefully I get up off the floor turn on the shower leave the bathroom and get a green jacket a cropped gray hoodie and black ripped jeans with my all black hightop vans then jump in the shower I wash my hair body in 15 minutes I get out wrap the towel around my body and go into the room and change when I'm done I have my hair in a towel and I put on some mascara do my eyebrow I put on some Chapstick and I grab my wallet keys I take my hair out of the towel and grab my phone leaving my hair curly an walk out to see everyone out in the hall even jack I just continue walking with my head high as Johnson gets up and starts walking over to me as I stop once I reach the elevator he blocks the entrance with his body

Me- can I help you

Johnson's- are you ok

Me- can I help you?

Johnson- I just nee to know if your ok

Me- yea

Johnson- stop lying your breaking I can tell

I sigh

Me- Johnson I'm going to be 100% honest right now would you be ok if you break your #1 rule never get too attached only once and guess what it blows up I your face when the person you broke it for cheats on you how am I supposed to be ok after that cause I obviously have no idea

I push him out of my way and get into the elevator but he pushes the elevator open again and gets inside I roll my eyes

Me- seriously what now

Johnson- we'll I'm your bestie so I make you feel better when you don't so what's the plan for tonight bestie

Me- I'm dying my hair

Johnson- what color

Me- Idk a lavender maybe blue

Johnson- woah woah woah your no changing up because of jack

Me- what

Johnson sighs

Johnson- Delilah honestly I love you but I can't let you do this jack obviously doesn't deserve you if he doesn't even try to get back at you ok you don't need to do all this

Me- fine but can we atleast go shopping

Johnson- ya

I smile an get a text from Hayes saying ' hey hope you feel better maybe tomorrow before the flight we can hangout to make you feel better' i smile and reply with 'aww thanks little hayesie boo I'd love too 💞' I smile down at my phone and Johnson nudges me

Johnson- you know he likes you right

Me- no but this was sweet

I show him my phone and he smirks

Johnson- you like him huh

Me- I mean he's cute an sweet I might idk

Johnson- you so like him!!!!

I blush badly and laugh

Me- stopp! People are staring

Johnson- psh I DONT GIVE A FUCK!

I laugh as people stare at him disapprovingly and I pull him into a shop by his hand and run to these nice jackets after 30 minutes I found my top favorite jackets I got all four of them paid 2 of them were guys jackets that I was planning on saving till whichever guys birthday comes first then we left the store and went to another place that had a really pretty white long fitted  dress with a cut out on the back and sleeves it was really nice and fancy but it was 50$ I decided to get it just in case we went somewhere fancy then we went into the vans store and I it a new hoodie a beanie and 2 new vans then the shoe place and I got a pair of Jordan's and some nike Air Force 1s in black then we went to forever 21 which was taking forever and Johnson sat tree as I tried on clothes

Me- what about this Johnson

He looks up from his phone

Johnson- it looks good

Me- ugh you suck

Johnson- *laugh* what did I do

Me- your being annoying and suck at helping me in stuff

He rolls his eyes playfully and laughs with me and I go back into the dressing room and change into my clothes and I ended up buying 2 swimsuits 5 shirts 2 pants 1 skirt and 3 shorts lastly we went into Victoria secret

Johnson- I can help you pick out stuff inhere

He smirks evilly and I laugh and push him playfully and he laughs too and I get black burgundy white purple and gray bras in a 34 dd then got some black white gray And burgundy underwear with the pink logo on the waist band then get 2 sports bras one black the other galaxy we walk over to the other side into pink and I get a burgundy shirt with the word pink on it I get a burgundy hoodie I get an army green pink hoodie and a galaxy hoodie from pink then we left and walked back to the hotel

Me- so you know we have 2 months left of school right and 1 month left till prom

Johnson- ugh don't remind me that's horrible me aww Wittle Johnson

I smile and hold his hand in a friend way as we slip back to the hotel when we get in everyone is pacing in the lobby nervously and when they see us Nash runs up to me and twirls me putting his head in my neck still carrying me then looks at me

Nash- where were you guys it's 3 in the morning you guys were gone for 4 hours

Me- calm down I just went shopping but it was taking a while cause it was hard decisions a girls gotta look good

I let out a small laugh and mad smiles and puts me down but hugs me one last time with his hand on the back of my neck the other on my waist then let's me go an puts his hands on my shoulders

Nash- please don't do this ever again and text us when you leave please

Me- ya ya whatever mom

He smiles and lets me go then I turn and see Johnson smirking behind me when I go back and look at everyone gilinsky is fuming so I just turn and walk past him grab Louisa's Hand and say

Me- sorry cam me and Louisa have to have some girl talk tonight

And with that we go upstairs and talk till 5 am about guys and school and prom