Kamisama wo Shinjiru?

unspoken rage ♔

-CHAPTER 26-

There was just nothing.... Nothing at all...

He was just standing there, in total darkness...by himself...
Everything passed him as fast, so damn fast that he couldn't reach out towards it.

And as soon as light greeted him. He found himself back into the world of harsh reality.

His eyes were unfocused because of the strong sunlight. Just how long was he asleep? He found himself on the hospital bed and a bandage around his neck. That's right.... Tsuna attacked him and held him by his throat...Tsuna....TSUNA!

The blonde panic, recalling what happened before he passed out. He pulled out the machine that was reading his heartbeat and threw the blankets off him, and as he was about to leave. The door slammed open.

"Giotto!"
It was Asari, he must have come running when he heard that the machine was beeping a long tune. The Man grabs onto the blonde, holding him down as he tried to calm the sky. "Ts-Tsun-" Giotto forced out, and during that. He realized something.

He can't speak properly. He can't.

One more shocking news. How can he talk now?

"Calm down Giotto!"

The man's legs gave out, the shock took all of his energy and also due to the fact that he had just woken up.

And despite the damaged throat, the brother worries for his dear little brother. And he looked up to his Rain Guardian with desperate eyes. It didn't take long for Asari to know what Giotto is demanding.

"Tsuna..had lost, He was..struck down by G..."

That alone...was enough...

...G....Did...what......?

"Giotto... Please don't be mad at G.."

Why....WHY SHOULDN'T I BE ANGRY AT HIM!? HE-!....HE KILLED HIM!

"G...He-"
Giotto didn't let Asari finish, the blonde grab onto the man's collar. The feeling of betrayal and hate all swirl inside of him. The want to kill.

The people he called 'Friends' Betrayed him, killing his little brother while knowing how precious the brunet was to him. It just.... hurts so damn much

His eyes were already crying, but even so. His face was obviously mixed of hate.
"Giotto..." Asari stared at his friend. Thinking...

Giotto can't scream his pain, unable to just yell and shout his words. His throat was damaged, making it impossible for Giotto to do what he wants... to ask his friends
'Why... did you do this..?'

Now he can only cry with pity. A cry like an abandoned dog by the streets as he grabs onto Asari's shirt. The frustration never seems to stop.

And darkness engulfed him as he felt his body collapse,

And someone came to him in the endless darkness,

"Decimo..." Giotto turned behind him on his fours, seeing a brunet standing there looking away to the side. And started walking towards the front of him. No more did this boy calls him 'Nii-san'.

"You look just like an abandoned Dog that lost his owner...
Fighting, Learning ..... How about an answer?"

"...You...." Giotto sneered, "That day...you planned to be killed."

"If you think that I'm that kind of person, then I don't mind. What will you do now?"

"Now...There's already-"

"Don't you know what you should do?
Think of what you Can do, even if you can't speak, or fight. There will always be something you can do... At least something the dead Me can't do." He could see a small smile on the brunet's lips.

"W-Wait...I said Wait!....I.....I wanted you to Live!-" He started to crawl towards the brunet who turned away. "-Even if it was just one more day.... There were so many things I wanted to share with you!-" Closing the distance between them

"-That day when I became an Older Brother, I wanted to tell you how happy I was....
...I wanted to apologize to you for not being there for you...

!!BUT I WAS TOO STUPID TO DO THAT SOONER!!

...As the person- You called 'Nii-San'..I ...I... should have just rot away and Die!"

But he couldn't reach him...

"...Hahaha...you're almost like a brat Nii-Sama" The brunet muttered, looking over shoulder as his eyes met the Blonde's. "Until the Very Very End, Show me you can live.... Okay? Gio-Nii..."

-Line Break-

"Giotto...."

Finally, the two met. G couldn't bear to look into his 'best-friend's eyes.
Giotto stood there, staring at him without any trace of emotion.

"Giott-" A punch in the face, can't say that he didn't deserve that.
'You Damn Bastard!' Giotto grab the fallen G's collar. 'I trusted you! I thought you were Who I thought you were!' He grabs firmly, G didn't nothing. Knowing fully well that he had no right to defend himself.

Asari who was watching from the sidelines, watched on. He stood there unable to move, he didn't felt that he had the rights to stop Giotto from going on a rampage. After all, They have stolen Decimo's precious treasure.

His one and only Brother.

Curse this damn Throat
He couldn't demand G for an answer, he couldn't scream. His throat was holding him back by so much.

All he could do is to just physically show his current state. The anger and rage building up in him.

....how can I tell Mom about this?

Was his thought, there's no way he could tell the ever so loving Mother that her Son- is dead... and because of Him. 'Oh..Kami-Sama...please...Give him back to me....I....I don't want to regret it anymore.....Just...Give me One More Chance....

........Please... I beg of you...

"Dear Child...Do you Believe in God?
-Too bad but They don't exist-"