Crazy Stupid Love 2

Chapter 20

Joanna's POV

After talking about Taylor's snogging time with Luke, we decided to watch a tv. I stopped talking about that because i think Taylor is already mad, but i don't think so, she's still smiling and laughing with us, i think she's really inlove with Luke again,

They're all lying on the bed and here i am, at the floor sitting,

Now we're watching a movie and it's a love story, where the boy breaks the heart of the girl, and now he's trying to get in her life,

"Why you guys are like that? You'll break our hearts, tear us apart, and now you'll come back, like what the fuck!" I shouted at the screen,

Why do guys really do that? Did they know that it really hurts? Are they numb? Or they're just fucking shits, who's trying to ruin another people's life? ANSWER ME!

"I love you, i still love you." The boy said at the girl, and now he's infront of the girl, trying to say i love you again,

"I love you? I love you? The fuck are you talking about! Are you serious about that? You know you hurt her feelings, you know that? Fuck!" I shouted again at the screen, like i was talking to the boy, the room was filled with silence but i don't care.

"No, i don't want to start again my new life with you." The girl said and i cheered up,

"Yes! Girl power! not giving up their yes! Don't give it, please i'm begging you don't give it!" I shouted once again,

"I promise you, i won't let you down anymore." The boy said, the fuck!

"Promises, yes, promises! Fuck you! You know promises are meant to be broken! Fuck you! Die you jerk! Die!" I shouted, with the match of raising my middle finger.

"Promise?" The girl ask as she smile, the hell! Don't fall for him,

"Don't tell me you will fall for it! Don't tell me! Be strong!" I shouted, like always.

"Yes i promise." The boy said, and then the girl hugged him and kiss him on his lips. And then the end.

"What?! Why did you fall for it! The hell are you thinking about? The fuck! My expectations for you was too high, and now, Why?! Why?! You shouldn't. Why are you- why did you- Argh! Why can't i control myself! The fuck! Why did you just let him break you again! I tell this to you, you'll cry again, you'll cry. I tell you that, fuck you! Fuck you! You always trust guys like him! Argh! Shit! The he-" I was cut of by Taylor, but i just notice something, am i crying?

"Joanna, stop!" She said and they all laughed so hard,

"I hate that movie! Fuck did she fall fo-" I was again cut off by Ashley, "Did you ever realize that i didn't watch the movie so clear."

"What i'm just talking to the television." I said,

"Yes, you are talking to the television, and you're blocking the screen, and you're shouting so loud that i can't hear anything." Ashley exclaimed, and somebody knocked,

"I'll explain to you everything." I said and then the other girls walked through the door to open it, and i walk infront of Ashley to tell her, she's still lying on the bed,

"The boy was like this listen and watch very carefully." I said as i close my eyes, because that's the way how the boy tell this to the girl, so i'll imitate it. I remember he kneeled, so i kneeled too,"Babe, i love you! Even though our life gets worst, i love you very much, even though we've been into fightings,  i still love you babe. I wish we could start again a new life. I promise i won't get jealous again, i promose i won't leave hanging, i promise that. Do you still love me?" And i open up my eyes, i was about to continue my explanation, but suddenly, i saw, i saw Thomas. And  I didn't realize that i'm facing the door, but not near it.

Then Thomas help me up and now, our bodies has no gap between,

"Um, um, um.." I can't say anything because our faces are too near, actually our nose can touch one another. Actually it does,

"Did you see, um, did you see." I can't help myself to stop blushing, and now our foreheads touch one another, and his hands hold my waist and he put my arms on his neck and hang it on him,

"Um, Thomas, um, did you." I can't continue it, i tried to move away from him, but he hold my waist very tight and when i'm moving my body away from him, that's the reason why he's letting our bodies and faces much closer together.

"Did you what?" He said and he smirked, i can feel butterflies on my stomach,

"Um, guys. No gap from one another, huh? Too close!" Ashley said and he didn't let go of me.

"Guys, you're too sweet!" They all shouted, and he just giggled, but me, i'm not giving any reaction, because my eyes are lock on his and i can't move.

"Um, Thomas, if you saw me a while ago, i'm so-" I said but he cut off me and said, "Cute. Are you saying I love you? That you still love me?" He asked still our bodies and faces are still close, i mean very close.

I was about to speak and then somebody shouted, "Suprise Joanna! I'm here!" Sounds familiar? Alex, is that Alex?

Then Thomas let go of me and he look down as he take a deep breath, "Go, go near him." He said,

And i decided to go near him, even though i know it hurts, i don't know why i'm saying those two words, it hurts. I feel like, i can't explain,

"Ehem, why are you here?" I asked Alex, why is he here?

"I just want to suprise you, so here i am." He said but i just look down, that is it! Thomas and I were looking at each other, close to one another, but here comes Alex....

"Are you okay?" He asked me, but why are you sad, Joanna? You should be happy! Cheer up!

"No, nothing, i'm just..." I said, and then his eyes widen up and said, "Did Thomas hurt you again?"

I look at Thomas and he's just frozen, and still not looking at Alex, he's actions were still the same when i leave him there,

"No, he didn't. He didn't do anything bad." I said and then Thomas walked towards the door and the other guys,

"Guys, come in, Um, Joanna, let me leave you two alone. I think you really need it." He said with a half smile and i was about to say no, but Alex said, "Yeah sure Thomas." Then he closes the door.

"So Joanna how are you?" He asked and we talk about some boring topics that really make me feel bored.