Crazy Stupid Love 2

Chapter 21

Thomas' POV

"Thomas, are you okay man?" Andrew asked as he rub my back,

"Oh! Yeah, yeah, i'm okay. Why are you asking such a jerk!" I responded with a half smile, and then he hit me at my arm, that really hurts.

Thomas, wake up! Why are you acting like this? Are you jealous, no you can't get jealous, you've move on. Wait, wait, wait, are you talking to youself? Yeah, you are. Stop it Thomas! Stop! Okay i'm going to stop.

So we let the girls sit on the bed and us boys, at the floor, i'm sitting at the corner with Luke beside me, and the two of us are leaning at the wall, then the rest of the guys are infront of the bed facing the girls,

"So guys, what's our next trip?" Zenny asked as she rest her back on the bed, and put her hands, on her neck to show how she relax,

"Yeah, i don't have any idea." They all murmured as they all shake their heads from left to right.

Wait for a second, i just need to talk to myself, i won't cooperate first to my mates,

First question to myself, am i jealous? Maybe i'm not. Or maybe i am. I can't understand my feelings today. Maybe i'm not, promise. I think i'm just worried about Joanna, when Joanna's with Alex, i feel uncomfortable.

Next question, Why do i have to become sad? Thomas, you don't have to. You have to move on, you and Joanna have no more connections, just friends. Yes, just friends.

Next, i just want to clear this thing to myself, do i still love her? Because if don't, why did i let my face and her face almost collide earlier. No, no, no, it can't be, i don't have any stupid feeling to her. I think, just friends. And she already have Alex, it's so stupid if i'll join them, right?

"Thomas, are you even listening?" Therese asked as she raise her eyebrow at me,

"Um, yeah, yeah." I said as an excuse, but the answer is, no i didn't.

"Okay, if you did listen, can you repeat all of our plan for tomorrow?" She said and she put her arms through her chest.

"Oh, um, you said, um. All of us should bond tomorrow?" I said, i wish it's correct.

"Of course we'll bond, that is the purpose of this trip, right? I knew you aren't listening at all." She said,

"Okay fine, what's the plan for tomorrow?" I asked,

"We'll comeover to Zenny and Michael's room, at 8 in the morning, you know we don't want first to go outside, it's so boring, atleast at one room, we're together, having fun, right?" Belle explained everything,

"Oh, okay. What's the time then?" I asked,

"I said 8 in the morning, what's happening to you?" Belle shouted,

"Calm down, i'm just asking, i'm just out of myself, that's all." I said but i don't know what's happening to myself.

"I know why." Kiro said, he does? Then what?

I was about to tell something but somebody knocks, so Luke opened it and shouted, "It's Joanna!"

Thomas, just be quiet or behave. Don't do anything stupid, or anything bad.

"So guys, what did i miss." Joanna asked, but instead of telling her what, i decided to look down and behave,

"Um, we decided to meet together at Zenny and Michael's room, and bond." Taylor explained,

And then, Joanna sitted beside Taylor, but she isn't sitting at the bed, she's sitting on the floor, actually she's at my side. But far away from me,