Chapter 6

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Taylor's POV

DO THEY REALLY HAVE TO SHOWED UP?! Damn, you know that feeling? You've move on, you already forgot about them, you already throw the past. But then, here they are, and the worst is, they'll be with us. The fuck is happening to us?!

Good, i used my brain to walked out of that event, because you know, i need some space.

So i walked to my favorite place since the boys are with us, the park. I don't really think of that anymore, all that i think is that, this place can really help to concentrate to something. And i really have to concentrate how can we do this thing with the boys?

I walked through the grass and shouted there, "How! Help me!" I can't help it anymore! I can't control anymore myself, so i just express it by shouting it out loud,

I was wondering, what if we have to work together? What if we have to become more close and be friends for the cameras and for the people, can i help myself through it?

Maybe i can't. Maybe i'll always think things deeply and i think i won't speak at all, like i'm going to be depress every day. I know i can't.

"Why did you come back! You know my life was very amazing and good without you! You know that?! But then you come back, how good you?! How good you?! What kind of a guy are you! I hope you'll die, i hope our memories together will die! I hate you Luke, i hate you!" I shouted as i notice that i'm crying so hard.

When i see his face, memories always flashback at my mind, our happiness together, our love become as one, but then he'll leave already without telling you in a good way, i remember when he broke up with me.

_Flashback_

"Taylor, open this door." Luke shouted while knocking the door so loud.

"Luke, please, i need some time alone." I said.

"Why are you doing this? Taylor please, we have to do this thing so we can solve this." Luke said.

"Luke, really? If we'll do this, it will be a non-stop acting. If we're going to act, it will never change in their brains that we're bitches. I think it will only make it worst. So don't put ourselves into separations." I said, because i promise, it will be a non-stop acting 24/7. And i'm sure, we will ran out of chances to meet each other.

"Fuck Taylor, if you'll not open this door , we'll end up here." Luke said, i was shocked. He can say that word "end" the hell!

"What did you just said?" I asked again.

"That's what i mean, and are we going to start again a fight? I'm tired of fightings! Won't you just open the door and talk to each other?" Luke shouted.

"I'm asking what you just said?" I asked again, because i'm shocked about what he has said earlier,

"Fuck Taylor! I can't do this anymore, you're acting weird, mean and not Taylor i met before, i'm sorry,."

_End of Flashback_

Oh stop crying and doind some flashback, Taylor. Stop. You can fight this back.

"Taylor! Taylor! Where are you?! Taylor!" I know it's Belle who is shouting, but i need more time to think, i really do, so ran up to the tree and hide. Huew! Thanks for this tree, i think they didn't saw me.

So i step backward so i can check my front if they are there or they are already gone but then i bumped to a stranger.

"Oh gosh! Sorry." I apologize because i just step on his shoes.

"No, no, no, it's okay. I thought i'm the only one who's taking his or her time to go in this place, um, why are you here? It's already midnight?" He said and focsed my flashlight to my face,

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