alone

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1:15am

wonwoo took me to his house.

he gave me ice packs, band aids, and medicines.

why has he been so nice?

"wonwoo sunbae, you don't have to do this."

"I have to."

"why?"

"because."

why? why? why?!

we both were inside his room.

he was going to sleep on his bed, and I was too.

oh gosh.

he was laying on the right side. me on the left.

my eyes felt heavy. I started to black out.

"i don't want to lose you. i don't want to lose anyone else in my life."

wait what.

what he just said was the last words I heard from him.

because I fell asleep.

10:04am

there was school, but wonwoo said I could skip.

why is he being like this.

"are you feeling better?"

no. im dying on the inside and I am suffering so much.

"yeah I'm fine."

I got up from his bed and sat down, crossing my legs together. slouching my scratched back.

"are you hungry?"

yes. but I will get too fat.

"no, I'm not."

my lies become more obvious and obvious.

12:50am

wonwoo has been caring for me for a while.

im too bothersome. he shouldn't be doing this.

"are you sure you're not hungry?"

"it's fine."

"okay. tell me whenever you are. i am a master cooker. once my friend Mingyu--"

he stopped smiling. he stopped talking.

"what about Mingyu?"

"u-uh.. i'd rather not talk about it."

"oh.."

his eyes started to water.

I got up from the couch and walked towards him. I hugged him.

"what.. what happened?"

he started to sob.

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Wonwoo crying