alone

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his words were so comforting. he whispered kind words in my ear. all I did was smile.

Saturday

it was Saturday, the sky was even more beautiful than before.

I woke up to wonwoo's snores beside me. his arms were around my waist. I'm so lucky to have him with me.

wonwoo was fast asleep. I secretly slipped out grip without letting him know.

I was going to visit my dad.

he was going to kill me. for sure.

and so was wonwoo.

"bye."

I kissed wonwoo on the forehead.

"hopefully I don't die."

I whispered. I kissed him again on the forehead and exited out his room and house.

I took a walk to the house. once I arrived, it looked broke down, the front windows were shattered, old beer bottles on the front lawn.

deep breath in.

deep breath out.

I walked inside the house.

"dad?"

it was dark inside.

"you!!!!!!"

he came out of the kitchen with a broken beer bottle.

"you!! what THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! YOU ARE JUST A SHITTY DAUGHTER THAT DESERVES TO DIE JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER! IM GOING TO KILL YOU! WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE SO SUDDENLY?!"

he approached me, and smacked the bottle on my head. I fell on the floor, crying in pain. my head was bleeding.

he grabbed me by the collar, threw me to the wall. slapped me. kicked me. hit me with a belt. he just kept on smacking me. until I was bleeding non stop. I screamed out loud in pain.

"gET OUT!! I DONT EVER WANT TO SEE YOU!!!"

he yelled as he threw another bottle at me, creating scratched and scares on my body.

I got up and ran outside. my clothes drenched in blood. how could I go out in broad day light like this? it doesn't matter. no one will notice.

I arrived at wonwoo's house and it seemed at he was upstairs.

I went upstairs to see him crying.

"wonwoo!"

I went up to him, he was crawled up into a ball, sitting in the corner.

"y/n! y/n!"

he screamed out my name.

he looked up to me. shit I forgot about my clothes.

"w-w-what hap-happened..?"

his voice was shaking. he started to cry.

"w-what? w-w-what happened!?!"

he yelled. I flinched.

my head started to ache.

but I just endured the pain.

he got up. I got up too. he looked so mad. eyes filled with anger. he pushed me against the wall.

"ah! it hurts."

my back started to feel much pain from the number of bottles that were thrown to me.

"where were you?! why did you leave me?! I thought you left me! why didnt you say anything?!"

"because!"

"tell me.. did you see.. him?!"

I started to cry too.

"did you?!"

"yes! yes I did wonwoo!"

"that's why you're like this.. that's why you're hurt! why did you have to go back?! why did you have to!!"

my head was getting dizzy. he was really mad. I didn't want him to be mad at me.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry! I'm sorry wonwoo!! I'm really really sorry!!"

I cried out. I fell on my knees. I cried so hard.

"I'm sorry!! I'm so sorry!! wonwoo I'm so sorry!!"

i cried. and cried. until I couldn't breath. I started to hiccup my words. wonwoo stood there, crying. just looking at me, begging for my apology.

"p-p-plea-please! please f-for-forgive me wo-won-wonwoo!"

he bent down to my level. I was a crying mess. blood was splattered on the floor because of my clothes. sharp pains in my head. my eye vision getting blurrier and blurrier by my tears.

"don't..don't leave me ever again!"

he yelled. I nodded my head rapidly.

"I-I'm s-sorry.."

my cries calmed down.

he hugged me.

"just don't ever leave me again..."

DAMN THIS TOOK HELLA LONG WOOOOOOOOOAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT SO EMOTIONAL OKAY BUT HOPE YOU LIKED BYE