Crying in my sleep
The days go by and the kids are getting ruff to handle, and the days are getting cold, it's January and the babies are now 6 months old and growing fast. But the ultimate thing is that I have finally learned my lesson I now know there is no such thing as a sexy
Gorge or I nice one for that matter.
Aubrey cries in the middle of the night and then I think of her father that makes me tear stain my velvet covers.
My mum visits often to help me get threw this I just don't think it's enough to keep the family going. I mean what was I thinking I am Such an airhead having unprotected sex I mean what the fuck is wrong with me! Supporting 2 kids without a husband I hate my life but who cares cause God knows we're the hell that dum bastard is probably getting someone else knocked up.
I hate tinder too, it's a stupid app never should have used it. And my mom... I know she hates me now, she thinks I threw my life away like I'm Lora-lie Gilmore or something no offence gilly girls! And why the hell did it have to be twins did he do some special methods so that they'll be twins and leave me for the hell of it? I should have my own TV show like keeping up with the Kardashians or something there lives are perfect except there spoiled and constantly getting abortions. Or pregnant, and why do they cry when nothing is wrong Jesus fuck my life with a nice fucking wooden spoon! I mean at least I... Wait there is no good way to finish that sentence I mean siriousley what's next triplets I can't do this holy ducking shit I can't do this what the hell is wrong with me I am completely loosing my mind I single mother with 2 babies to rip it off and my mom just thinks I'm some skank whore that pushed living things out of my patuty! And I can't even drink tea without spilling it all over or burning my entire mouth next stop for Stella super slut, adoption YAY! I have no fucking idea what I'm gonna so here I am ranting all of this thru my mind feeling sorry for my self when all my damn kids want to do is drink milk from my tits!!!!!
This chapter is extra and could be very important soon... But not yet....
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The man who ran
AcakThe man who ran is a tale of two people who meet for diner one night and they forget to use protection they need to get married to take car of the kid but when the man who ran comes back everything changes
