Exactly Where They'd Fall ((Camren Fanfic! & FIFTH HARMONY))

Camila-4

A.N okay so idk if you guys think im rushing Camren, but it all just ties well with them falling in love and then the plot twist then xfactor and all that non-sense.

OH and im just updating twice tonight because well im BORED.. I think im going to make this chapter a little different. To kind of show their feelings for eachother. 

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Lauren has seriously got me whipped I swear. She just makes me feel special. Everyday we hang out she leaves a note in my pocket before we leave eachother.

Monday:

Camzi! You are sleeping in my bed! You always fall asleep on me, but I dont mind because I love laying with you and holding you. You complete me Camila. I never wanna loose you. You are mines. Forever. I love looking into your eyes and feeling us connect. I love those little kisses you give me when your bored. I love the smile on your face that you get the moment we see eachother. I love those tight warm hugs you give me that make me feel safe. You are something Camila. I love you.

Tuesday:

You're asleep again. This time we're in your room. Did you know that I love every moment I spend with you. Its moments like the ones we share that I never want to end. I cant wait for you to wake up so I can tell you how much I missed you while you were asleep. You know you look beautiful today. And well you look beautiful everyday to be exact. I love you princess.

Wednesday:

Today was our first fight. But you still ended up coming back over my house. Im sorry for making you mad at me babe. I promise ill never do anything to hurt you. I love you. I want you and I need you. Your my everything. Without you my life would suck. Camila you mean the world to me.

Thursday:

Im glad you spent the night last night. It was amazing sleeping with you just holding you in my arms. Its an amazing feeling. Im glad that you trust me. By the way you look so cute with that floppy ass bun on your head. Alexa totally thinks im ditching her all the time for you but I cant help that im so in love with the most beautifulest girl in the world. I love you princess.

Friday: 

You never ask me about these notes. Do you even read them? Well you know what, ill keep writing them anyways. Whats going to happen when school starts next week. We wont be able to see eachother all day long. Im going to miss seeing my Camzi and just being able to kiss your cute little lips. KARLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I just love your name haha. And I love you. 

Saturday:

You just told me you loved me, then you fell asleep. Do you  sleep well at night? You always fall asleep on me. Lauren gets sad ya know. But watching you sleep is so cute. I love your voice by the way. I enjoyed when you sang for me earlier. Your amazing baby. I wouldnt trade you for anyone else in the world. 

Today was Sunday and I was expecting another note. I have to admit these little notes made my day. I love Lauren I really do.  

L: Cam meet me at the bridge now. Its important. 

I slipped on my shoes and walked to the bridge as fast as I could. As soon as I got there Lauren ran over to me and just held me tight for so long.

"Whats wrong Lolo?" I asked worried.

She didnt say anything. She just looked at me with sadness in her eyes and smashed her lips onto mine. I was confused but I went along with the kiss anyways. She broke the kiss before it got far.

"I love you Camila. I really do."

"I love you too Lauren. Whats wrong?" I asked.

She just handed me an envelope and kissed me and walked away. I was literally so confused. Before I could call for her she was already gone. 

I ran home and locked myself in my room. I opened the envelope and pulled out a letter.

Camila,

I dont know how to tell you this. So I guess ill just get it over with. We cant see eachother anymore. Im sorry Camzi. I really am. I got into a fight with my parents and they went extremely over board. When they get home today im going on serious lock down. Theyre taking away everything. I would have no way to see you or anything. I couldnt keep you waiting. Camila you have no idea how much this hurts me. You really dont understand. I wish I could fix this. All I wanna do is be with you. I just hope that one day you'll understand that im doing this for the best of us. If you ever do see me again I hope you still love me. I hope that if I cant come back to you in time that someone else takes good care of you and loves you just as much as I do. You deserve the best Camz. You deserve to be happy. I hope this doesnt hurt you because what hurts you hurts me. Ugh what am I saying of course this will hurt you. Gosh I feel terrible. I should have never fought with my parents.

I just want to go back to the day that I met you. The day that changed my life forever. You made me a better and happier person Camila. You really did.

My life is nothing if I cant have you. You really are my everything. Id do anything to keep you mines forever. 

I remember our first kiss in the bathroom when you were just messing with me and then we really fell for eachother. And when we told eachother "I love you". Ill never forget that. I can still hear you telling me those words right now. ill miss those days where all we did was cuddle and remind eachother how much we loved eachother. I can still feel your cute little fingers tracing hearts on my chest. I can still feel you running your hands through my hair and telling me im beautiful. 

I just hope you dont forget us. I hope you dont forget all the memories we shared together, because I know I wont. 

I wish I knew how to explain this all better but I dont know how to. 

I love you Camila. You'll always be my little princess. 

xoxo Lolo<3

I feel like my heart just shattered. I broke. My life was over. I couldnt be without Lauren. I dont know how to deal with this. I cant go on. 

(WARNING: SELF HARM) I ran to my bathroom and pulled out a razor and for the first time ever, I dragged that blade across my wrist. I couldnt feel because all the pain I was feeling in my chest. I felt like I couldnt breathe. Did I really just loose Lauren?